tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31520508748524642582024-03-08T04:17:00.356-08:00The Topic of CancerChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.comBlogger206125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-66008933805982196482014-06-29T22:22:00.000-07:002014-06-29T22:22:26.178-07:00YA LEARN SOMETHIN' NEW EVERY... VISITNo pictures this time, so it should go faster for both of us. First of all, I know I've been neglectful in keeping up with this blog. I am bad about it. I'm just weeding out the REALLY interested parties from the "kind of" interested parties. It's an excuse, really. Anyway, some updates....<br />
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Back in the beginning of March I was having dinner with Dr. Jeffrey Wolf, the head of the oncology, hematology, bone marrow transplant department (I'm not kidding, that's what it's really called at UCSF) and his very significant other, who happens to be a research nurse at Stanford in their leukemia, myeloma and transplant department, who I'll call J. We're celebrating the 4 year anniversary of my transplant. Dr. Wolf (Jeff to me) turns to me and asks if he can share some of my story with J? Sure, why not? You've shared it with thousands of others at conferences around the world. As he does, she must have said, 'Wow!" a dozen times, with a few "Really"s and "Serious"s thrown in for good measure. Then he dropped the bomb. He said, "And he's IgM." 'What?" "He's IgM!" A slow "Woooow" was her reply. <br />
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Now, I know from researching it, and from what he and other Drs. have said about it that IgM is very rare, and they rarely live, but the way he said it, and the way she said it, made me realize that even THEY thought it was something special (at least to them). So I said to Dr. Wolf, "So. I probably should have asked you this before, but how many IgM patients have you had?" Before I tell you his answer, a little history on him, in case you don't remember. He's been working in hematology, and specifically with leukemia and myeloma patients for about 30 years. He started the bone marrow transplant unit at City of Hope. Now it's famous. He started the bone marrow transplant unit at Alta Bates Hospital at Berkeley and made it world class. He came to UCSF 2 years before I got there, and brought all of his best people from Berkeley, and they had to close down their unit. He's treated myeloma exclusively for 14 years. He's the world famous guy that people from all over the world come to be treated by. He speaks at most international leukemia & myeloma seminars. You get the picture. He gives me a wry smile and says, "You're my second." I give him, I'm pretty sure, a dumb look back and ask, 'So what happened to the first one?" "He died in the first year." The Dr. Wolf turns to J and ask her, "You've seen all the pathology on the myeloma patients at Stanford for the past 8 years. How many IgM patients have you had?" She thought for a few seconds and replied, "I can't remember any." And Stanford treats twice as many myeloma patients as UCSF. So I replied, "So when you call me your 'special study', you weren't kidding, were you?" "Nope." "So why haven't you seen more of them?" "They die before they can get to us."<br />
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As of May 13th, it's been 2 years since I got off of my daily maintenance chemo. They said 4 months off before the cancer comes back would be good. 6 months great. And 8 months a miracle. How do you explain 2 years, and counting? I've had many great experiences helping other myeloma patients as they contemplated whether or not they should go through the transplant process. One man from Poland who was afraid. The woman next to me at the infusion center during our infusions last Tues. who's had 2 relapses during my time. <br />
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During my last visit to UCSF a month ago Lisa Dunn, one of Dr. Wolf's nurse practicioners, handed me a note with a name and telephone number. She explained that the man had real doubts about having the transplant and didn't completely trust them. Dr. Wolf had suggested that she give another patients' name and number to her, but she told me that she felt that I was the right one to speak to him. For privacy reasons I won't tell you his name, but I can tell you that he has a very thick German accent. When I called him we spoke for an hour about Germany, in German. He's from Heidelberg area. He's a chef living in Santa Rosa for now, waiting for his transplant, or further treatments even if he doesn't do the transplant. We talked about Germany more than we talked about our cancer that day. He sees Dr Martin, Dr Wolf's assistant head guy on Tues. July 1st. I see Dr Wolf on Weds. July 2nd. So he's going to come into the city to meet me at the clinic after my appointment so that we can go and have lunch and visit about the transplant. How fun is that? He even called me early Fri morning to verify our 'appointment'. Very German like.<br />
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The miracles and blessings just keep coming. I had an opportunity last Thursday while meeting with a client to share my testimony about the power of prayer, the atonement and our Heavenly Father's and Christ's love for us. <br />
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Friday on my way home from work I visited with the family of a client that's dying from melanoma after a 2 year battle. Her office is the 2nd door down from mine at work. The family isn't very religious, but knowing that I am, asked me to visit with her about letting go. She'd/they'd been told it would be "only a few days now". What a wonderful blessing it is to understand the plan of salvation, and to be able to share it when it can bring some peace and comfort. <br />
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I hope that my experiences can help you understand the marvelous love that our Heavenly Father has for each of us. You all certainly know as I do that of myself I am nothing special. But doing the Lord's will and sharing His love with His children, is special. I'm grateful for that opportunity, and thank you all that have helped me get to where I am through your love, fasting, prayers and friendship. I owe you my life.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-43469345416458779482013-11-10T22:33:00.001-08:002013-11-10T22:33:21.216-08:00THERE'S BEEN A WHOLE LOT OF SHAKIN' GOING ON!What an interesting couple of months. I hope you're not in a hurry, cuz if you are you might as well go on to pinterest or something, or break it into smaller more manageable bites. I know I'm hard to swallow. <br />
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Many of you will already know that my dear mother-in-law, Edith Mae Crosby passed away on September 1st as she neared her 93rd birthday. Long story short she finally decided to go, on her own. She stopped all food, water and medications on Tues. and she was gone early Sunday morning. By a wonderful twist of fate her granddaughter, Amberly Watson, delivered her 3rd child, Beckett REID Watson (the middle name is ALWAYS capitalized because he was kind of named for Darrell and ME), that same afternoon. In order to allow Amberly and Beckett REID to attend, we scheduled the funeral service for September 20th. It was a wonderful service and I'm sure Grammy really enjoyed it. It was wonderful to have all of the Crosby clan to visit with. Thank you for being there, always. Thanks to the men's chorus. Grammy LOVED men's choruses. <br />
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So, the Weds. night before the funeral I had a small pink spot just below my left knee. Dale & I guessed that it was a spider bite so I took a couple benedryls and put some cortisone cream on it. Worked a long Thurs. then met with all the family for a night before dinner. This is what it looked like by late Thurs night. Hillary suggested that she take me to the ER (it's already 10:30) but I was afraid they'd keep me there too long and it would make me too wiped out for the funeral. Woke up with a burning fever at 3. By 3:30 I'm shivering from the fever so I decide to get up, get ready, grab all of my clothes for the funeral and a shower at the gym. No need to ruin everyone's morning, so I texted Dale that I was going to the ER at 4:45 and headed down the road.<br />
Long story longer, Cellulitis. I had a staff infection that was spreading very quickly. After an early morning talk with my poor oncologist Dr. Malone, the ER Doc, Dr. Hale started pumping me with 3 different antibiotics through my port. Here's the good part.<br />
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He was telling me how serious my condition was due to my being "seriously immune deficient". I said, "Well, you can do whatever you want as long as you unhook everything at 8." He just shook his head when I told him that it was my mother-in-laws' funeral and that I had to be at the gym to shower by 8:30 so that I could be at the church at 9 to reherse the men's chorus, which I was leading, then I had to talk, then dedicate the grave after the service. I promised to be back after, and I did around 1. They resumed up the antibiotic infusions and admitted me. This picture is from Sunday. It had spread down my leg, then around the leg. It was very painful, especially to the touch. Dr. Hale said it will take 6 months to fully recover. Still hurts, but is alot better. Has alot of great, funny experiences in the hospital. Made new friends. Made myself at home. Again.<br />
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3 days later we traveled down to Orange County for the funeral of a long time friend, Mark Farish. Throat cancer. He was 60. It was a wonderful service and a great tribute. See you soon Mark.<br />
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Then off to Utah for a visit with my mom, family, freinds and my 40th missionary reunion. Many of those at Family Camp watched my transformation from skinny to ... stout. Here are a couple missionary pictures:<br />
For those who think that I'm just a goof-off, I posed for this picture to prove you wrong. Love the wallpaper.<br />
Had just a wonderful time at the reunion and saw really quite a lot of the "ol' missionary gang". I believe we had a better turnout than the 30th reunion. We had lost several of our friends too and that was very sad. Our mission President, Hans Wilhelm Kelling spoke. My great Zone Leader in Muenchen (Munich) Bouncin' Bob (Robert) Condie also spoke as the recently released mission president of our old mission to share all of the updates and growth. Scheduled from 6-9, people were there by 5 and we left around 10:30. <br />
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The Elder to my right in this photo is none other than Robert Critchfield. I'm not sure where he found the wigs in the Stuttgart Stake center. We were setting up chairs with many missionaries for a Stake Conference at which a young Elder Monson would be visiting. After setting up the chairs, and removal of the wigs, a group of the missionaries were standing in front of the building when the Stake President came out and asked if one of us could translate for Elder Monson during some priesthood interviews. The Pres. had gotten a professional translator for the meetings, but forgot to get one for the meetings before. So guess who got to do it? Sometime, if you're really bored and have absolutely NOTHING else to do, and if you were interested to hear about the experience I'll share. I was kind of waiting until I wrote my "tell all" book and exposee on President Monson, but have since had second thoughts. He could make me a Bishop again. So I had a great time, revisiting with great people. Bob's living in Phoenix and is a dentist. Decent golfer too.<br />
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While in Utah we (Dale Darrell & I) also were pleased to attend my nephew Cory's (Brian's oldest son) sealing in the Draper temple. Congratulations to Cory and Courtney. We love you and wish you the best.<br />
We also visited some family, friends and church historical sites. great fun. Thanks Ken and Debbie for meeting us in SLC, and Carrie Connelly for letting us stop by on a very busy day! Love you guys.<br />
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The Tues. night after we got back, some good friends from our Long Beach days came for a visit of the central coast from Tacoma Washington. Butch and his buddy Kyle rode their motorcycles from Tacoma to SLC, then to Monterey, then back to Tacoma. Butch's wife, Chelli, didn't. She and Kyle's wife and 2 daughters flew to SLC for Conference, then to San Jose for our fun and frolic. So on Weds. Dale and I, Butch and Chelli hit Monterey, Pacific Grove and Carmel. We had a great time. I'll share a few pictures...<br />
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This is at Monterey Bay looking towards Pacific Grove. Butch is the one on the left. He's a counselor (don't remember which) in their Stake Presidency,again. Butch and Chelli were very generous in their support of us during my "down time". It was wonderful to be able to repay them a little for all of their kindness and love.<br />
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The famous "Lone Cypress" tree on the 17 mile Drive through Pebble Beach. To me it looks more like the other cypress trees along the shore are making this one "walk the plank". It was a beautiful day. We drove by the golf courses as part of the drive. I've been able to play just 1. The cheap one. No pictures 'cuz of you know who. We truly are very fortunate to be able to live in such a beautiful place. Picked up a couple real estate flyers. Are you ready for this. a 2 acre lot was around 2 million. Homes in "residential" type areas around 4 mil. One place was 17 mil. People live there! Last picture is at the lovely Carmel Mission .<br />
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Now on Thurs. we had even more fun as we met with Kyle and his family in Cambria for a special trip to Hearst Castle. Some of you who have followed this blog will remember the King Family with the twins and triplett boys. There father, Brett, is a State Parks Ranger with Artos, his bomb sniffing dog, at the Castle. When we have company, and that company is willing and flexible enough to come when Brett is working, he arranges his schedule to give us an "anywhere you'd like to go" personal tour. If you don't believe me, ask Rich and Joyce Olson. Brett's wife Betsy had breast cancer surgery 2 weeks before, but had help at home so Brett was able to give them a truly "once in a lifetime" tour, including swims in both the Neptune pool (which we've done) and the Roman pool (which even we haven't done). It was chilly water, but a great experience. For them. Thank you Brett for your making this all happen for our friends. And thank you Betsy for letting Brett and Artos come out and play for the day so that our friends could have this experience. Below is a picture of Brett and the twins, Cameron and Carolyn, during their visit with me while I was in the hospital with my Cellulitis. Cameron & Carolyn are great in soccer, and Cam is my golf buddy. They turned 8 on the day of their mother's surgery, Sept. 26th so their baptism has been postponed to Nov. 23rd. We're so excited for them. They have been such a great addition to our family. we love you all.<br />
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It's almost over. I warned you! 3 semi-quiet weeks later I'm heading back up to UCSF to see Dr Wolf on Halloween. Then a wonderful stay with the dearest and hospitable people, Joan and Dan Murphy. Then a day of fun and frolic at the Pain Management Center for 4 more radio frequency ablations on the herniated disks at L4-5, and L5-S1. Both sides.<br />
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First, the cancer checkup was good and I've gotten all of the tests back (they email them to me). My numbers are up, but not to the point where I have to go back on the daily maintenance chemo. I'm still doing so amazingly well overall and Dr. Wolf just shakes his head and mutters, "You are a special study". Most patients, who have myelomas, have to go back on it about 4-6 months after getting off of the maintenance chemo. I have 2 myeloma friends who didn't have it anywhere near as bad as I did, but had to go back on it after about 6 months. In just 3 days i will have been off of the maintenance chemo for 18 months! Unheard of? Miraculous! This next Fri. I get my quarterly chemo infusion to try and build back up my bones, but that only affects me for a few days every 3 months. I truly lead a charmed and unbelievable blessed life. OK, heading for the stretch run now... but first just a couple of pictures of my exploration of more of Golden Gate Park, just outside UCSF. If you haven't been, it really is quite amazing. It's a HUGE park in the town with many lakes, miles of walking paths, and fascinating things to see. Bison. Yep. They have them.<br />
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Fri. Nov. 1st was my second ablation procedure. Those of you who wish to go back to a Feb. '12 post will see more, but I'd like to give you an update on the personnel as well as the procedure. Dr. Melanie Henry, who supervised the last ablation, couldn't do it 'cuz she only works a couple days a week to care for her family. Dr. Naidu, her Fellow (specialized training) is now a real Dr. but was unavailable so I was assigned (she drew the short straw) to Dr. Pham. She and Dr. Henry went to med school, did their fellowships, and now work together. She has a fascinating story about her family escaping from Vietnam when it fell to the Communists. Her father was an officer and pilot in the Vietnamese Air Force and he commandeered a DC-3 troop transport and flew 12 members of his extended family, and many others, to safety in Thailand just at the last minute. Dr. Pham was 11 months old when it happened. I was 19. I know. I'm old. There's a lot more to the story and it's a wonderful story. Here's a picture of Dr. Pham in front of the X-ray screens that they use to locate the offending nerves. Looks like she has Micky ears? I meant that. The dark spot in the pictures is my L4 vertebra with the kyphoplasty (cement) in it. The other 2 are T12 & L1 above it. The speculation is that the weight of the kyphoplasty may have caused the herniated disks below it. Oh well<br />
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Next is Nurse Kelly. Some of you may recognize her from the pictures of the procedure done in Feb. '12. She's been doing this for several years and seems to be very competent, but almost bored by it. Or it could be because she has to look at old guy hineys. Eewe. Anyway, due to the pre-procedure shots 2ish months before each procedure, we've become pretty good friends I think. She wouldn't give me her number tho.<br />
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Now this next one was funny. This is Michelle. She and I first talked before the shots. She's a former ER nurse who thought she'd had enough of the trauma and drama. She did confide in me, however, that this department really doesn't enough drama for her. She's thinking... Anyway, the funniest part was when I asked her to pose for the picture and you see what she did. She was surprised that I surmised, without really any hesitation at all, that she must have been a cheerleader in school. "How'd you know?" Really?<br />
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Now this dashing young (and eligible) man is none other than the soon to be famous Dr. Eli Lynch. Though he claimed a "bad hair day", he still was somehow able to get his mind straight to poke the hell out of me! He is Dr. Pham's Fellow. He also did the "test" shots on me a couple of months ago. Thanks Doc. That's Nurse Kelly getting her hand in there trying to get Dr. Lynch to smile for the picture. It worked. They are all wearing their lead lined aprons. I got NOTHING. I'll probably get radiation cancer next...<br />
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So now you've gotten the update that covers what's been going on in my life for the past couple of months. It's a good report as far as I'm concerned. Never dull. Always blessed. Thank you for your continued love and support. Please feel free to call too if you feel so inclined. And a visit would be nice too, if you like.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-59465414152164149662013-09-01T21:24:00.001-07:002013-09-01T21:24:46.099-07:00LOTS GOING ON. SOME OF IT EVEN GOOD! This will be a different sort of post for me. Short. Lots to report, not much time.<br />
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First, the good news: Saw Dr Wolf on 8/15 and once again I have escaped the requirement of restarting the chemo. I could start it if I wanted to (Oh goody! Can I? Can I?). Like that's something I'm looking forward to, but don't have to if I choose not to. I choose NOT. The miracle is that they thought I would be lucky to be off of the chemo for 4-6 months. It's been 15 and counting! A friend, Dave Mattice had IgA myeloma a couple years ago. He never missed a day of work except for stem cell harvesting & his transplant. No bone, kidney or liver issues. He didn't do the daily chemo. They took him off of his Revlimid after 8 months (vs. my 2 years) and now, just 6 months later he's had to resume it. And here, ladies and gentlemen, is the difference: He was treated at Stanford and not at UCSF by Dr. Wolf et al. Next...<br />
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On the back front: On 8/26 reported to Pain Management at UCSF for an anticipated 3 radio frequency ablations at T-11, 12, L-1, and 4 injections on both sides of L-4-5, and L-5, S1 for the herniations. Was informed that the insurance didn't approve all 7 rfa. I had to chose, either the top 3 or bottom 4. I chose the bottom 4. I chose ... wisely. The day after was a long day. When I laid down in bed the throbbing radiated from my lower back up through my head. But no real PAIN. I laid there thinking: I bet if I could feel it, it would be very painful. Throbbing subsided after about 45 minutes or so and I was able to sleep. Next...<br />
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Weds. 8/28 was the 4 year anniversary of my diagnosis by Michael Blackwell. Not bad for a guy with an original prognosis of 3-4 months. To celebrate we had dinner last night at Lombardi's. Michael and his wife Tani, Dale, Hillary, Darrell & I had a great time visiting. BTW: Michael got rid of his Prius and bought a used Corvette convertible. I could be prouder if he were my own son.<br />
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Last, and on a sadder happier note... my wonderful, dear, sweet mother-in-law, Edith Crosby passed away early this morning. She's been in the care facility for many months now and they have really loved her and taken great care of her. She must have finally decided to move on, as she went pretty quickly. The nurse practitioner called Thurs afternoon to tell us that Grammy had stopped eating and drinking fluids and taking her meds. Darrell and I gave her a blessing of release yesterday afternoon with all of my family there and it was sweet. We are excited for her now. Hillary said that after not being able to talk for the last few years she's probably going a mile a minute with every one on the other side. Our niece, Amberly, has been expecting her 3rd child and was overdue last Monday. Dale made tChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-21952914645989793092013-07-21T21:35:00.000-07:002013-07-21T21:35:28.643-07:00PLANES, BOATS and AUTOMOBILESI really do owe anyone who is still trying to keep up with my situation yet another apology. I am so bad at doing this in a timely manner. I'm computerly challenged, old and busted and sometimes just plain lazy! What a bum. So now you'll just have to put up with my long posting this time, or not. For those who have lost interest...I'm still alive, doing reasonably well under the circumstances and am having some fun. There. You may go if you want to. For those who want more details, here we go...<br />
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These lovely ladies are the X-ray technicians that started me on the trip I'm on for my back issues. Quick reminder, I have 7 collapsed vertebra. They do not sit flat/even back there. Had the ablation 1 1/2 yrs ago. Pain back about 6 months ago. Got bad. Got worse... From here to MRI then to UCSF with Dr Burch and his "students".. twice. Below is Tiffany,a 3rd year and as you can see by her smile, LOVING her work.<br />
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So, to make a long story short, the MRI showed degeneration in the vertebra with increased stenosis (closing), with arthritis in a the left facet of the 12th (bottom) thorasic vertebra (which is also one of the collapsed vertebra & one that has the kyphoplasty cement in it), which makes it, along with T-11 and L-1 candidates for the radio frequency ablation again. We were supposed to start the process Aug 19th. No wait, they changed it to Aug 16th. No, can't do it on that day... Well, I'll let you know. Probably after.<br />
BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE! The MRI also showed why I was having more lower pain on the left side. 2 herniated disks between L-4,5 and L-5, S-1. Bones still too weak to consider surgery, so? Yes, we just zap those nerves like the upper ones to remove the pain. Now I've noticed that some of you are looking worried, but don't. This will likely not hurt my "golf" game, so you can breathe easier again. If you need a refresher on ablation, go back to the Feb. '12 post about it. It's really not bad at all and works pretty well.<br />
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So this is a wall thingy on the wall of my great buddy Dan's house. He's going to figure prominently here in the next post, and you must know that his wife, CYNTHIA, is the one who picked it out and placed it, but I should have this on every wall in my house. So I get the less than stellar news about my back, BUT, I also get a call from Dr. Malone's office. But before I tell you about that, let me remind you also that my cancer numbers had been going up with every test, even to the point where I was instructed to put on 30 lbs in preparation of going back on the chemo any time. I had gotten my quarterly infusion for my bones with the regular side effects. Then the call... cancer numbers HAD GONE DOWN SLIGHTLY, but down is down. And that never happens. What a spoiled rotten blessed person I am. You may be asking, why? I still don't know. But what my blessings of relative health and well being have allowed me to do is this...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Take a sideways picture that I couldn't figure out how to straighten out of the windmill that was a gift to San Francisco's Golden Gate Park from the Queen of Denmark about 100 years ago. It was operational until recently, but has been closed due to safety reasons. But my good friends, DAN and JOAN MURPHY, who are also the kind people who open their home to me for my many visits that require multiple day visits, recently had the opportunity to climb all through it and go up top. Cool. In case you don't remember, Joan is the sister to Marie Lozano, the sister-in-law to Dennis Lozano my one and only room mate at UCSF. The next pictures are of Hwy 1 that runs along the ocean and the sea wall. It was deserted. Actually, it was blocked off for the SF Marathon that was being run the next morning. Had a chance to stop and walk along the beach a little on my way out of town and to San Jose. Quiet. Peaceful. Wierdos there too. Funny. <br />
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These two are just great, fun people. Can't you see it in their faces? The first night I was there we stayed up until 1 a.m. before we knew it! Such a gracious Irish couple, who took me to their Irish Cultural Center for their usual Friday night dinner. That is the hall where the gathering part of Dennis' memorial service was, which is upstairs over the dining hall. So here's the dining host, Tommy. Full of Irish, and some golf, jokes. Wasn't too thrilled with me when I told him that my heritage is Scottish and Welsh, but he didn't spit in my food, I think. Just kidding. It was a delightful evening with more great and colorful people.<br />
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So that's it for now. But soon, I promise, I'm going to continue this tale with the great 2nd trip to Washington State courtesy of that same friend Dan Stuart that is mentioned above. After being at UCSF for Weds, Thurs and Fri, I headed down to San Jose to fly out to Washington on Sat morning. 'Til then, thank you for your continued support, prayers and friendship. We're nearing the 4 year mark since my diagnosis... Wow.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-41805879953744015572013-04-29T21:32:00.001-07:002013-04-29T21:32:09.824-07:00"M" is for (my) Cancer(s)Some of you may remember from WAY back in this blog that UCSF sprung for a very expensive gene survey to see if I had the anti-cancer gene. Unfortunately, it is yet one more thing I'm lacking in. Dr. Wolf's comment at that time was, "Well, it looks like it will probably be cancer that will get you in the end. It'll be interesting to see which one finally gets you". Apparently, as it comes to cancer, I'm not very creative. Let me explain.<br />
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'Back in the summer of '99 (spoken like a old grandfather) I had a melanoma tumor in my right shoulder blade area and they took out a chunk about the size of a woman's fist" (make the gesture of a fist). "Plus another one about the size of a large ball bearing 6 months later, then another smaller one the size of a marble 1 year after that. Then, nothing but pre-cancers for years."<br />
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Then, in '09 it was MULTIPLE MYELOMA. Not only that, but of the 3 types, IgA, IgG, I get... you guessed it, IgM! myeloma. Apparently I'm so uncreative with my cancers that I can't get past the "M" ones.<br />
So Dr. Wolf's been prepping me for the possibility of "other related cancers" since we started the daily chemo in May of '10. Bladder, liver, kidney, pancreatic were all possibilities.<br />
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So last week I go to have my usual pre-cancers removed and guess what. Biopsy. Positive for ...yep, I'm so uncreative when it comes to cancer that I just can't seem to shake the "M" kinds. A small melanoma the size of a quarter on the inside of my right forearm, about an inch away from my elbow crease. Weird. But you really expect anything less? Scheduled to be excised surgically May 17th. Big whup. Not that I don't have a healthy respect for the beast, but I know that it just recently appeared so it hasn't had enough time to do real damage.<br />
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So let me back up some though, as I missed reporting on my skeletal survey of a couple months ago. All in all my bones have recovered relatively well after all of the Zometa they've pumped into me. Zometa is a chemo drug that helps bones retain calcium. The problem is, it can also cause the bones to become brittle, and kidney problems, and your teeth to fall apart for no particular reason...but your bones are better. No signs of cancer eating through the bones, like before. Now this part was interesting, if not down right funny. The report talked about "Scattered mottled osteopenia of the inside of the skull." In other words, the inside of my brain looked like the outside of an Idaho potato. All lumpy and bumpy. When Dr. Malone recited that to me I told him that it probably wasn't from the cancer. I was born in Idaho Falls, Idaho, so if the outside of my skull wasn't shaped like a potato, the inside had to be. He just cautioned me about head impacts, as some parts/spots of my skull are quite a bit thinner than others. See! I told you I'm not ALL that dense.<br />
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This Weds. I make the trip up to SF for visits with my cadre of UCSF docs. I'm expecting Dr. Wolf to support me in my scheme to delay chemo until I REALLY need it. I'm talking infusion, possible hospitalization, need it. After nearly a year of no daily chemo, with just regular Zometa infusions, I'm beginning to feel less nauseated, headachey, and generally lousy. I can work a little longer without making my head feel like it wants to explode. I only have to get up 3 or 4 times a night, and get longer bouts of sleep between cramps and nausea. I mean really. Who'd what to give all THAT up? So I'm hoping for the best and putting my faith in Him who's gotten me this far. Come what may, it's always an interesting ride.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-91306062608192861712013-03-13T21:35:00.002-07:002013-03-13T21:35:27.525-07:003YRS & COUNTING! May 2, 2010 was an important date for me. My real birthday was Feb 26th. 59 yrs old and more alive than many still believe (or possibly would like). But to me, March 2nd is a more important date. In March 2nds, I'm 3. That's my 2nd birthday. That's the date of my bone marrow/stem cell transplant at UCSF (can I consider it my alma mater with a degree in "practical medicine") that really brought me back to life.<br />
So, there I was, Sat morning, March 2nd not feeling very well but in fact remembering what day it was when Dale knocked on my bedroom door with an offer to make breakfast. That's not so momentous, as she does that not infrequently. I just replied, "No thanks. I'm not feeling well so I think I'll just lay in bed and read a little" (The March Madness Sports Illustrated special issue. Riveting). A few minutes later another knock on the door...then it slowly opens..."Are you sure you don't want anything?" I was reading & not really paying too much attention . Casual disinterested glance, then BOING, neck snapping double take. IT WAS HILLARY! She had driven up the night before to celebrate my birthdays and somehow got in without me hearing her. I don't sleep to well, and I did hear a door squeak a little but just figured it was a breeze. What a wonderful surprise they all pulled on me. Candice, Darrell, Dale, maybe even some of you knew, but never let on. I'm slipping. We had a great time together Sat with the whole fam damily, with the evening ending in my personal favorite, bbq pork ribs, and lots of them, and something else, and other things too. Thank you to the Fam. It was a great day. I'm 3 by the way. Did I mention that? Dale made a cake. Yellow with dark chocolate creme frosting. Great. A client had baked me some toll house and M&M cookies. But the best. The greatest (sorry Dale), was that Tani Blackwell, my friend for life and wife of Michael Blackwell the Physicians Assistant that diagnosed me & gave me my first priesthood blessing, brought me a HUGE pan, double deep no less, of my favorite food in my entire dessert group classification (which has been known to breach the breakfast, lunch, dinner, snack, cheating and hors d'ovre classifications as well). Home made, to die for LEMON BARS. Someday Tani, I hope my wife can save your life. But until that time...keep those lemon bars coming. Wistful sigh.<br />
So, my checkup with Dr Malone in San Luis Obispo on Monday was momentous. I brought a huge bag of candy (As fresh as Walmart can supply & not left over from Halloween as SOME people claimed). Snickers, Twix, regular M&Ms and peanut M&Ms, again fitting in 3 of the 5 primary dessert groups and satisfying all but 1 man in the entire office, waiting room & infusion center. So here's the poop as they say (which has particular meaning to chemo patients).<br />
I am getting a full skeletal survey, plus x-rays on my right hip on Fri at 1pm in SLO. Looking to see if the IgM myeloma fairy left any masses that have eaten through my bones yet. Particularly the already compromised bones, hip (previous mass), ribs (previous masses), vertebra, shoulder blades (holes the size of dimes), etc. I'll let you know how it goes. <br />
3 years post transplant is the average time frame when the cancer comes back, but it's hardly exact science and like the good Drs say, "When have YOU ever been 'normal' with this cancer. You're my special patient". The signs say it's getting closer, but, Dr Malone feels like it's not time yet. We'll see what Dr Wolf says when he sees the labs this week. Dr M pointed out that sometimes, the signs go up, but then even out for a while. So we'll see. When I know, you'll know...ish. You know how bad I am at this. But I'm getting to it just 2 days after my visit. I think that may be a new record for me.<br />
I'm already looking forward to my May 2, 3 UCSF appointments. So far labs, Dr Wolf, Dr Burch (orthopedic surgeon), Dr Henry (pain management) with possibles with pulmonary, neurologist, kidney & liver docs if the numbers go up any more. What's one (or seven) more miracle after the thousand I've already received, right?<br />
Please remember in your prayers our friends Shauna Sorenson (who is fighting breast cancer), Lundy Smith (who received a donor bone marrow transplant for leukemia 2 weeks ago), Mark Farish (who was cleared of his throat cancer but is still having terrible pain from lesions in his throat), and another young lady, Evelynne Griffith (who just started her 1st chemo treatments for breast cancer last week). I know there's a lot of them out there, but I also know how prayers are delivered in times of need and they are strengthening.<br />
Thanks for listening. You've been a good crowd. And family. And friends. Buried another friend, and a friend's father last week. Not going to talk about it. Maybe later. Cancer. Cancer sucks.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-36097040034046421562013-02-03T10:30:00.001-08:002013-02-03T10:30:30.099-08:00Decisions, DecisionsI have to apologize for the longer than normal delay in my getting around to making this post after my last visit to UCSF in January. With your full understanding that I've never been one to make a long story short, let me try my feeble attempt to make a short story short.<br />
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So what would you do if you were in my position? I'd appreciate your opinions and input on this matter. If you've read the blog you know pretty much all that's gone on with the cancer thing. I've been off the daily chemo for 8 months now. The side effects have subsided to some degree. The good news is that my kidney function took a big jump in the last 2 months and has improved about as much as it ever will. My liver is improving as well, but more slowly. Intestinal tract not improving much at all. 6-7 nausea trips to the bathroom is a good day. 8-12 a normal one. 12+ a bad one. But, I don't expect it to be worse if I go back on the daily chemo. The neuropathy and chemo brain have also not improved, but I was told that it likely wouldn't BEGIN to improve until I'm off the chemo for at least a year. I couldn't begin to describe all of the side effects but they would all be effected. The blood work indicates that the cancer COULD come back, perhaps in a big way like the first time, at any time, perhaps not. Because I've lived longer than expected anyway, we're in uncharted waters here. <br />
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Here's the dilemma... do I go back onto the "new and hopefully improved with possibly less drastic side effects" daily chemo in hope of keeping the cancer from going metastatic (or as Dale calls it, "ballistic") again; or do we continue to wait it out hoping that the cancer doesn't go ballistic for a while, but which would likely require pounding it into submission with the big infusions to get it under control, then doing the daily chemo?<br />
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Some people have been able to go years without chemo and without it coming back. Because of the nature of mine, the Drs. don't think that's the case for me, but they admit that they don't know because I'm the only one who's had it as bad as I did and survived. <br />
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So...I know how I'm leaning. I'd like to hear what you think. Thank you for your continued love and support.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-1892290537367790392012-12-01T22:59:00.003-08:002013-02-03T10:44:28.895-08:00Saying Goodbye to My FriendsI don't know if you have found yourself in the position that I have over the past year and a half, but I have now lost 5 very good and important friends in that time, and all to cancer. No two of us had the same type of cancer. We all had some similar cancer experiences, and we all received great blessings and even miracles. We were bound together by faith in God and His son, Jesus Christ, though not all of the same religion. They have all been inspirations to me, and I would like to share a little about each one with you.<br />
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Ron Hogeland passed a year ago March 8th after battles with lymphoma, then melanoma. He was a very good man and friend, and I was honored that I was asked to speak at his memorial service about him. When I was very ill and up at UCSF, Ron met Dale in the hallway at church and told her that he had the feeling that I would outlive him. He had just finished very successful treatments for his lymphoma, and he was cured. 1 year later they discovered lesions on his liver which turned out to be melanoma that had metastasized from his eye of all places. It wasn't long before he was gone. He was ready to go. He didn't want to fight it again, he said. A year after my bone marrow/stem cell transplant he was gone. He had just celebrated his 67th birthday the month before his passing.<br />
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Many will remember my requests for prayers on behalf of Ken Schmutz. Ken had been the band leader for the High School and Middle Schools in our town for many years. He was exceptional, and his bands were too. He had cancer for several years. Tumors that would grow in his abdomen. He needed a ride to Stanford for his surgery. I had an appointment at UCSF, just up the road, the day before, so I talked him into spending the day with me and then I'd take him to his check-in at 5:30 am. He went to my appointment and was very impressed by the whole UCSF experience, and especially Dr. Wolf. Ken thought our relationship was special. He'd heard me talk about it, but didn't really believe it, until he saw it for himself. After my appointment we went to the Embarcadero and saw the sights and had a hot fudge sundae at Ghiradelli Square. We met his son, Kenny, who was interning in Sunnyvale, for dinner at Benihana's and had a great dinner. We stopped and looked at the new McLaren on the way to our hotel. We talked all night. His surgery went well. It was his 5th surgery in 11 years, if I remember right. He was recovering well, but a wek later, while standing at the sink in his room, he collapsed. An artery in his abdomen had ruptured. He was likely dead before he hit to floor. Ken had just celebrated his 63rd birthday the month before.<br />
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My friend Allan Kreamer passed September 29, 2012. I heard that he was dying of bladder cancer 2 years earlier, and went to visit him with another friend and a member of our Stake Presidency, Kim Kunz. I had been told by some who had been to the hospital that I'd better see him quickly if I wanted to see him before he passed. As we entered we met Elaine, Allan's wife, who was a basket case. I checked his machines, got the rundown, and boldly proclaimed: "I've seen worse". I told Elaine that I thought that Allan would recover. Then Pres. Kunz and I gave him, and her, a blessing. He recovered quickly and it was not very much longer before he, Larry Boice and I were golfing together, and he regularly out drove us! About a year later he complained of a pain in his back. Tests showed that it was cancer in his spine and that it was untreatable. Al struggled with this new development. Once he found some purpose to the rest of his life, he accepted his fate and lived well until his passing. Al was 70 when he passed.<br />
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Harvey White was just a great guy. From my first experiences with him I new that he was MY kind of guy. I'll illustrate. I was planning on going to the Saturday night session of our church's semi-annual Stake Conference. This was just 3 1/2 months after my transplant, but I thought I was doing well. Harvey called a couple nights before and asked, "I've heard that you've changed a lot from the cancer. How will I recognize you"? I told him that he should look for the 70 year old man and that's me. After the meeting he stood in front of me and didn't say a word. He surveyed me up and down then exclaimed, "I've got news for you Kev, you don't look 70. I'm 70, and you don't look as good as I do. You look like MY FATHER"! We both just busted up laughing. Harvey had stomach cancer that they thought they had under control until they were going to do surgery to remove the shrunken tumor. They discovered that the cancer had spread to other organs. He chose not to end treatments. He passed on the morning of Thanksgiving. I know that there was a BIG excited family Thanksgiving gathering in heaven, just like the one planned here. It was my privilege to speak at his memorial service as well. Harvey was 73 when he passed away.<br />
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Tonight I learned that my friend, Dennis Lozano, passed away yesterday morning in his beloved Alaska. I don't know how old he was, but I'd guess mid 60s? We were roomies at UCSF, which was extremely uncommon but such a blessing to me. Dennis was not eligible for a transplant. His numbers were not good enough and he would not survive the procedure. So they were sending him home to die. Dennis witnessed one of my priesthood blessings, and we talked about them and the personal requirements for healings over the next couple of days. Then he asked if I could give him a blessing. I did, and he was promised that he would live long enough to re-connect with his children and family if he would be faithful, attend church, and say his prayers. He returned to Alaska. When he hadn't died after 6 months they asked him back for more studies. Then to Stanford for a study. Then to the Mayo Clinic. Then, recently, back to Stanford. The drugs weren't working. His situation was deteriorating quickly. But through it all we kept in touch, and he expressed gratitude for the time he had enjoyed with his family and friends. They thought he'd only lasy 6 months or less. He lasted over 3 years! What a blessing. I don't know how old he is, but I know he's not much older than I am, nor any of the others.<br />
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The purpose of my sharing this with you? First, the fact that every one of us, Ron, Ken, Allan, Harvey, Dennis and I thought that at one time we had cancer licked before it reared it's ugly head, again, and claimed another victim. There have been many wonderful miracles in the study of and treatment for cancers of all types, but there is obviously much more to do. Second, do not wait for that time or situation to decide what should be really important in your life. The Holy Spirit, scriptures and prayer, as well as a listening heart, will let you know what you need to do to enrich your life, and the lives of others. Third, if you have a friend who is ill, please do not stay away because you "Don't know what to say to them". I promise that if you will go and visit, you will either know what to say, or better yet, let them do the talking. Sometimes all they need is someone to listen to them. To confide in. It has been a deeply rewarding experience for me since my recovery. Fourth, I could very easily be next, so I think you should all send me things. Golf packages. Trips. Or just a visit. Thank you for listening to me. My soul grieves for my losses. My soul rejoices for their gains.<br />
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I have many more friends suffering, battling right now. I pray for many more miracles and that the anguish of their souls may be replaced by the peace that comes from only one source. The true source. Our Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus Christ, whom we honor at this time of year. I know what I want for Christmas.<br />
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Make this Christmas season your most memorable yet.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-31525919023661612272012-11-25T19:39:00.000-08:002012-11-25T19:39:23.222-08:002 FER MONDAYI'm hoping that everyone out there in blog land had a wonderful Thanksgiving, like we did.Our nephew Josh, his wife Tara and their 7 (that is not a misprint) great children came to visit. Also Dale's brother Rick and his fabulous friend Nancy came as well and really took care of Grammy so Dale could better enjoy the company and holiday. Also, it was Rick's 65th birthday on Friday, as well as Jake's 13th, Josh & Tara's oldest child. Unfortunately, we all learned that some of Josh and Tara's children, including Jake and the 3 month old Seth, have bad allergic reactions from the cats. Dale has 3. So they had to pack it up a day and a half early to head back home to San Marcos Friday morning. Well, it was fun while it lasted. They'll never be back.<br />
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The title of the Post reflects my 2, count 'em 2, doctors appointments last Monday. 10 am with Dr. Charles Fishman my long time dermatologist. Long story short, 10 "pre-cancers" frozen off, and 1 biopsy of a spot on the bottom of my right foot. I had about 15 minutes to get to my appointment with Dr. Malone when Dr. Fishman decided to do the biopsy. He said, "I'll have to numb it up because I'm going to take a punch about 1/2" deep and I know the bottom of feet are very tender and sensitive, and that takes a few minutes." I told him that I still have pretty bad neuropathy all over, including my feet, so I was sure he wouldn't need to numb it first. He showed me the punch. I said, "Let's give it a try", and so he did. Without incident. He took the biopsy and said, going out the door: "I guess the neuropathy can come in handy some times. Call me on Weds. for the results." I had had some really ugly nasty scabs from freezing the pre-cancers on my face. I could have used those 3 weeks ago for Halloween. Memo to self: Get dermatologist appointment 3-4 days BEFORE Halloween next year. Great head start on a zombie/leper/dead guy.<br />
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It's hard to believe but I've been off of the daily cancer chemo for 6 months. The labs were pretty good. The cancer numbers are good and it still hasn't become metastatic. Right now the effects of stress are the primary source of side effects due to my body being beat up so badly by the nearly 3 years of daily chemo. Neuropathy still pretty bad, but it's really not too bad to live with (see paragraph above). The chemo brain is no better and may be worse. I've been told that it usually starts to improve after being off of the chemo for a year or so. Let's hope. I'm always messing up something at work, and I can't even work that much, which makes it even worse! I have very patient clients and helpers. Thank you all. Liver and kidney functions are up a wee bit, but up is up. Thank you Dr. Tulanian and all of your help and supplements! I'm still getting the chemo infusion of Zometa, which is for the rebuilding of my bones. When I was doing the daily chemo and the monthly Zometa infusions, I really didn't feel any significant side effects. Now, without the daily chemo, and with my body apparently feeling better more often, the flu like symptoms that are the common side effect are more prominent and last about 3 days, starting the day after the infusion. So I can tell by this experience that my body really is feeling better, and I expect it all to improve until it all starts over again. AND, I only have to see the Drs. every 2 months now, instead of monthly. I'm gonna miss them. They've become such a big part of my life/living.<br />
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So the clock keeps on ticking. I'm 3 years and 3 months removed from my
initial diagnosis. The rollercoaster ride has been actually quite
interesting, uplifting, and dare I say fun? The better days are a little more frequent. The bad days aren't quite as long lasting and the depth is much more bearable.<br />
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I also want to let you know that my friend Dennis Lozano is currently having a very hard time and is not doing well. After over 3 years of miracles, it seems that the time that he was given to reconnect with his family is close to being up. Please remember Dennis and his wife Marie and family in your prayers.<br />
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So there you go. 2 FER MONDAY and I'm doing well. Had a great Thanksgiving. Hardly was unwell at all, and am really looking forward to this next Christmas season. I've gotten to know Him so much more than before my cancer. I feel more confident in knowing what to get Him for His birthday now. Happy holidays and merry Christmas to you all. God bless you at this truly special time of year.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-18062710275415404492012-09-30T20:19:00.000-07:002012-09-30T20:19:09.575-07:00FINALLY!First, let's get this out of the way up front. I was never normal to begin with, so what makes any of the Drs. think I'll ever be "normal" again? It's been 4 1/2 months since my last daily chemo treatment, but the side effects just aren't going away like we'd hoped. Still have nausea and it's many fun manifestations. But I'm kinda used to them. Can be a little(lot) inconvenient. Still have nasty muscle cramps even in the middle of the night. You don't get used to those. Headaches, spasms and the neuropathy is interesting and sometimes helpful. I took a big chunk out of my left forearm a couple weeks ago. Thanks to neoropathy, I didn't even feel it! No nerves no pain! Still some crawlies feelings. Chemo brain. Sleeplessness. Weakness. I said, "But you told me that the side effects would go away after a couple of months". Then they (the Drs.) remember..."But then again, you had chemo every day with no break for 3 1/2 years, so it's no wonder." Do not get me wrong. I am doing wonderfully better than I was even just a year ago. I am a very blessed guy. So basically we come back to their (the Drs.) excuse: "We never expected you to make it this far and we're all in uncharted waters here", and there you have it.<br />
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Here's what we do know. The numbers have started going up. Not to a degree where I don't have to worry, but up is up. Liver function, up. Kidney function, up. Platelets, up! Hemoglobin, up. Cancer numbers...up, but again not enough to worry about yet. Just one problem area popped up, but I'm not going to tell you unless it's still a problem next time.<br />
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So it's 37 months since my diagnosis and "I'm not dead yet", nor am I even "mostly dead". I, thanks to God and all of you and your prayers and help, am all alive. Thank you. We love and appreciate you and your support over the past 3 years.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-89937428007715518622012-09-16T20:27:00.000-07:002012-09-16T20:27:02.000-07:00LIFE & TIMES OF THE "SPECIAL STUDY"So during my visit to San Francisco I wasn't with Dr. Wolf 30 seconds before he said, without any prompting from me, "September 13 is the 3 year anniversary of your 1st visit to us. Nobody thought you'd ever make it, but here you are." In conversation the whole 'Miracle Patient" and 'Special Study" was discussed. We both were shaking our heads and laughing.<br />
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I brought up 2 cakes and some cookies with me to celebrate the anniversary. 1 was for Dr. Wolf and all of his staff. 1 was for the nurses at the 11th and 14th floors of the hospital who helped keep me alive through everything including the bone marrow/stem cell transplant. On both cakes I ripped off a couple of lines from movies and had them inscribed (or is it inicinged?). You'll have to guess which movies. They said; "I'm not dead yet!" and "I'm only MOSTLY dead." They all loved it and wouldn't even cut into it until everyone had a chance to see it. The cookies were for Dr. Burch my orthopedic spine surgeon and his staff, who have allowed me to stop knuckle dragging and be more less active. Thanks to Rod Blackner and his staff at the Culinary Academy for the goodies. <br />
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So here's the deal... My numbers on my internal organs are not going up as quickly as they would have liked or anticipated. But, as Dr. Wolf reminded me, I'm not only a special study, but apparently a slow learner as well. Some of my numbers had gone down, but not to a degree that would require any immediate medical attention. Liver function up very slightly, but UP! Kidney function up from about 20% to about 24%, but UP! Red and white blood cells down a little, but that's never too unusual. Platelets were down significantly, and that's not good, but not to the point where I'd need an infusion again. The cancer numbers are up, but not to the point of requiring getting back on the daily chemo just yet. I'll be doing labs with Dr. Malone in SLO in a week, so they're keeping close tabs on it. So the I still have many medications but way less than even a year ago, and less frequently.<br />
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Another interesting thing that Dr. Wolf and i talked about was the frequent and sometimes significant pain in my right hip. He wondered if it was because of the cancer that literally ate through the bone and socket and which had the equivalent of 5 weeks of radiation done to it in 5 days to try and knock it down before it ate up the whole thing, or if it was simply arthritis. I told him that personally I didn't care which and would like the pain to go away if it can. We'll do an MRI and see what's up. Another chapter in the saga. Don't hold your respective breaths, however. It's not an emergency so who knows how long it will take to get approved.<br />
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I again stayed with Dan and Joan Murphy. Joan is the sister to my friend Dennis' wife, Marie. They are such a delight. I was beat from my long day, and must have said, "Well, I should be going to bed soon" at least 5 times before I finally did. It was after midnight! THAT's how fun they are. We also had dinner at a great restaurant called Boulevard Cafe in Daly City. It's on John Daly Boulevard just off of the 280. It was great! If you're ever up in the area, you should really try it. Dennis is doing OK, but is in another study. The Drs. can't figure out how he can be doing so well when his numbers are so bad. We know. Wink, wink.<br />
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Because Dr. Wolf couldn't get me an MRI on Fri, my kidney functions didn't require a visit to the nephrologist (kidney doc) and I had seen everyone I needed to see, I was free to go on Fri. The weather was wonderful. Dan and Joan knew it was because of me and begged me to stay the weekend as they had some birding and other activities to do and needed my good weather, but alas, I could not stay. So I headed down Hwy 1 and the coast route instead of the 101 or 280. Stopped in Pacifica and dropped in on a high school friend, Sheryl Lex-Smith, which is always nice. She's such a nice person. Someday when I grow up I want to be nice like her too. I walked the pier. Took some pictures. Drove down to Half Moon Bay and had lunch at a great little sandwich shop. I parked downtown and looked around for someone to ask where i should eat. Ah ha! The UPS guy. He was right. Bread baked every day. Great. Don't remember the name, but I could describe how to get there if you asked me. It's next to the old hotel downtown, and has a great patio area.<br />
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So there you go. That's the latest for now. Thank you all for your continued love and support. I'll have another report when I get all my labs back from Dr. Malone around the 4th of October. So I'll update you then unless something really, really good happens, or really, really bad happens. Forget the bad. Just good.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-23862362742828814952012-09-02T17:06:00.001-07:002012-09-02T17:06:03.524-07:00LOT OF 'SPLAINING TO DO! (a la Rickie Riccardo) Hi everyone (both of you). It's been a long while since I last wrote something and I've been prodded (by both of you) to update the blog, so here goes...<br />
Let me first bring you up to date on the whole cancer thing. This next Thurs. & Fri. I'll be in SF to see my doctors. Thurs. for Dr. Wolf and the oncology/hematology crew, and Fri. with Dr. Burch the orthopedist. So I should have something more specific to tell you after then. I also know that it usually takes me a week or two after my appointments to put it in the blog, so I'll bring you up to date, THEN, give you that info.<br />
It's taken 2 months but my numbers for my internal organs FINALLY started to improve. According to Dr. Tulanian, my liver function is about 10% and my kidneys about 20%. At least they're going up and not down! It will be interesting to see how much they've improved this month. Red blood count hadn't been normal in 35 months, and it hit to bottom of normal range the beginning of August. White blood count's been worse, but it's at the bottom of normal too. Platelets? Barely normal, but normal. The number of cancer cells is doubling every month, BUT, their numbers are low enough that it isn't too distressing to the Drs. The trend is, however. Hoping that trend ends this month with the next test Thurs.or there's a possibility that there's more chemo in my very near future. All in all I'm doing pretty doggone well with more up days and less down days.<br />
Since I last posted I've been able to do some fun things that I'd just like to mention: <br />
First, I was able to go to Europe for 2 weeks from mid to late June. A little southern Germany and Austria, a lot of Switzerland and Italy. I was the informal tour guide for Joyce Olsen and her twin sister Sharon Rushforth. Dale stayed home to take care of her mother. They were wonderful traveling companions and the fact that they paid for my flights, rental car and various activities was very generous. Sugar mommas. The trip was absolutely fabulous and I was able to make some real friends on the trip. We also presented 4 Books of Mormon (2 in German, 2 in Italian) with friends and family there as well. I made it through OK, but paid for it for weeks after.<br />
Second, I was able to attend my 40th high school reunion. That was a lot of fun. It was very well attended and the committee had been contacting people for a year. So much fun to reconnect with old friends. We'd lost quite a few as well, and I was happy not to be on the wall of pictures honoring/remembering them.<br />
Third, I was able to attend the Monterey Historic Races again. The featured marque was Cobra, and it was literally a heart pounding event as the cars went by. The most fun was having some friends and family here for it. My great friend Greg Fisher came from Orange County. My brother Alan flew in from Denver. Dale's brother Rick and his main squeeze Nancy (whom we LOVE) also came from Canyon Lake near Elsinore, and the son of my friend Ken Schmutz, Kenny, came with Darrell and I. Saturday we went back for the concourse cars and it was great fun too.<br />
So, there you go. I'm not dead yet. By the way, August 28th is the 3 year anniversary of my diagnosis. Gee, and in some ways it seems like only a month ago at some times, and a decade a go at others. Best news it, it's still going on. Thanks for all of your love and support. I'll do better with my reporting after my appointments this week. Don't forget to remember my friend Mark Farish in your prayers and fasting as well. He's fighting throat cancer and it is a battle. If you go to the temple, please try and remember to put his name on the prayer rolls.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-4408340137219427462012-06-09T11:40:00.002-07:002012-06-09T11:40:42.893-07:00SHORT UPDATEFirst, I have to clarify from my last post, in which I stated that it has been 28 months since my diagnosis. CHEMOBRAIN. Some followers of the blog pointed out that it had been 32 months since my diagnosis in Aug. 2009, with the accompanying 32 months of chemo and other drugs and treatments. Apparently to me it only seems like 28 months. And for those sticklers, it's been 33 1/2 months from now.<br />
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I reviewed my latest labs with Dr. Malone yesterday. After my numbers and condition had declined so much over the past months, it was GREAT to see that many of the lab indicators showed some improvement in many areas. Not huge improvement, because it's only been 3 weeks since I stopped the daily chemo, but improvements that indicate my internal organs that were going down hill fast are responding favorably and improving. We're happy and excited.<br />
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It has also been interesting to see how even though the chemo is truly poisoning my cancer into submission, my body has been going through withdrawals as it is getting out of my body and system. I have much more empathy for those that suffer from addictions and go through the withdrawal process. Mine is likely just a fraction of the reaction of those that have long term use addictions. So to you out there, in a small way I have shared your pain and understand better.<br />
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Now the wait for the return of "Jaws". We're hoping for never, but it's likely going to happen. There are new and improved drugs coming out in the next year which should treat the cancer as well as the Revlimid has, but with lesser side effects. So even if the cancer comes back, hopefully, it will be a better experience for me next time.<br />
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Thanks again for all of your love and support. We truly appreciate it and can't wait to greet and thank each of you in the future.<br />
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<br />ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-58897371856280660512012-05-27T21:23:00.002-07:002012-05-27T21:23:34.698-07:00THE END OF THE BEGINNINGSo here's the short story, for which I've never really been known, but let's see how this goes.<br />
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In my last meeting with Dr. Wolf he told me that he wasn't comfortable taking me off of the daily chemo due to "Jaws", my cancer. Well, since then my internal organs have gone steadily downhill. Fri. was the 2 year anniversary of my taking the daily chemo and all that goes with it. Both Dr. Malone, my local oncologist, and Dr. Wolf are quite surprised that I lasted this long. Most people take the Revlamid 2 weeks on then 2 weeks off, or 3 weeks on then 1 week off. That allows the chemo to just get out of the body before you start all over again. So my body has endured about 4 years worth of treatment, in 2 years. No wonder my guts are going downhill, huh?<br />
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Let me back up a little. After my visit with Dr. Malone the end of
April, Dr. Malone offered to talk to Dr. Wolf and let him know where I
was at. Dr. Malone always sends the labs for review, but he felt he
needed contact. They talked, Dr. Wolf and I talked. They talked again.
Then at 6:59 am on Mother's Day morning (yes, my great doctor doesn't
take a day off unless you take him away from it on purpose) I got a text
message from Dr. Wolf saying, "Go off the Rev until you get here." <br />
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So Dr. Wolf spends 5 minutes hemming and hawing about whether or not to take me off before I interrupt and ask him was his "gut" feeling was. I told him that me and my family pray for him every morning and night that the Lord will inspire him to know what to do for my care. I told him that between the Lord and him, they've done a great job for 28 months and I expect him to keep doing a great job of it. His eyebrows raised some. He sat back in his chair and thought for what seemed like 10-15 seconds and declared, "I'm taking you off of the Rev[lamid]." I told him that I was comfortable with the decision and we both relaxed.<br />
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I'll still be getting blood tests once a month to check up on the cancer and other related things. Next meeting with Dr. Wolf, 4 months! That is unless something comes up in the labs. So I'm excited.<br />
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I'm really looking forward to not having the side effects. They are starting to subside. I actually slept from 11 to 6, STRAIGHT THRU! Usually I have to get up 2-4 times due to nausea. This is going to be so good.<br />
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So, there you go. That's it for now. I'll keep you up to date when something comes up. Thanks for sticking with us and all of your support. It's been over 28 months since my diagnosis. Wow. Going for 48.<br />
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Love. KevinChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-55165925952788686492012-04-22T21:37:00.000-07:002012-04-22T21:37:34.690-07:00MY CANCER HAS A "NICKNAME" I'm sorry but I've owed any of you who are still logging on an update for a few weeks. I've had a less than great couple of weeks since my last visit to UCSF. <br />
Dr. Burch, the orthopedic surgeon says that I'm about as good as I'm gonna get. So they tally is 7 collapsed vertebra, BUT with 3 repaired as well as they could with kyphoplasty, I'm doing well, "considering". That seems to be the catch phrase for all of my UCSF doctors.<br />
Dr. Henry, my pain management doc said that the ablation is doing what it should, blocking the pain signals for 3 of the 7 collapsed vertebra. I asked about the other four and she said that they didn't want me to be pain free because they found that people they fixed really well felt better than they should have and did things that caused worse problems than they originally had. As I tried to explain how my level of pain is pretty high after just a short time sitting, standing or working out, she smiled and said that she was "Ok with that". She doesn't even know me, but still doesn't trust me. I'm hurt.<br />
Dr. Wolf, though, was the highlight. As I have shared several times previously, he has dangled the "I might consider taking you off of your chemo to let your internal organs try and recover from all of the damage" carrot in front of me. So I asked about it. He very thoughtfully looked at the file and calmly said: "I have looked at everything in your file and records. I've talked about you with Drs. from all over the world during the international myeloma conference in February. Kevin, your cancer is like "Jaws". He may be deep. He may be shallow, but we know he's there. If you dangle a leg out there for him, he's going to attack it and drag you under. I just can't take you off of your chemo." He went on to explain that at least with my internal organs going downhill the way they are, we have numbers and time we can work with. If he took me off the chemo, I would need to get blood tests every week, but even then that may be too much time. If it metastized again it would kill me. My internal organs are too weak to be able to survive another series of treatments. SO, we stay the course, and I'm OK with that.<br />
The good news is that the chemo is still working at killing the cancer before it can spread. The side effects just remind me that I'm still alive and have at least some of all of my faculties.<br />
Weds. is another appointment with Dr. Malone is SLO. He'll like the Jaws analogy. I want to see his reaction. Just keep those infusions coming...<br />
Hoping that all of you are doing well and that I'm the worst off person you know. Let's just try and keep it in my family, and out of yours. OK?ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-69762175537088475162012-03-03T23:34:00.000-08:002012-03-03T23:34:58.683-08:00OH! My ACHIN' BACKFor those that have been following this for longer than a month you will remember that I've been whining about the pain in my back from the collapsed vertebra. About 4 months ago I did go up to UCSF's Pain Management clinic and received some injections which did work to temporarily relieve the pain. Now came the good part. The actual, bonafide, longer term shot (no pun intended) at relief called radio frequency ablation. It's a procedure where they stick some electrical devices into your back around your spine and zap the offending nerves that are sending the pain signals to my brain (sometimes it takes weeks to get there but it does eventually get there) with ultra high frequency radio waves which strip the nerves of the mylin (sp?) sheath which is the medium sending the pain signal. Every body got that? I think that's how it goes anyway. Jeff Jones, if you haven't given up on my blog site, maybe you could share some of your infinite wisdom about this if I'm off base. The relief, instead of being for just a few weeks, is supposed to be for 6 months to a year. And because I know that you are all holding your breaths in anticipation of the outcome, we will now break for a commercial from our sponsor...<br />
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My friend Wes Castro accompanied me again on this trip and he is really great company. Thanks again Wes. We always leave early enough to give us some room in case of traffic. On Feb. 6th, no traffic. Keeping it at a reasonable 5 over, we got to SF in 3 hours. We had an hour to kill, so we went to Fisherman's Wharf so Wes could have some lunch and eat it in front of me. They told me not to eat or drink for 6 hours before the procedure. That was in case they needed to do general anesthesia. More about that later. So I'm going to give you some pictures from around FW first. It was a beautiful day, by the way.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-2zR0L9gxDLo/T1LnEgbyZ7I/AAAAAAAABZQ/vUYqjYhrh-Q/s1600/P2060061.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-2zR0L9gxDLo/T1LnEgbyZ7I/AAAAAAAABZQ/vUYqjYhrh-Q/s400/P2060061.JPG" width="400" /></a></div>So walking around Fisherman's Wharf we of course saw many interesting people, and a whole lot of tourists.<br />
We found a nice little Japanese sushi restaurant. Wes ate a big seafood noodle bowl right in front of me. I can't show it because it was too pain for me to just sit there and watch him eat it. But it looked great.<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Is8zFBMWGUQ/T1Lnef0QjDI/AAAAAAAABZo/WMpPlC71ZWI/s1600/P2060062.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Is8zFBMWGUQ/T1Lnef0QjDI/AAAAAAAABZo/WMpPlC71ZWI/s400/P2060062.JPG" width="400" /></a></div>Now for the fun and games. First off I'm going to show you nurse Nancy. She assisted in the first procedure of shots. She's got a serious problem. She apparently likes looking at old guy buns. Sicko. She tells me to climb up on the table and instructs me to drop my pants and shorts. So I'm lying there for a minute before the Drs. come in and say, "The procedure's in his lower thorasic and uppermost lumber vertebra. His pants won't get in the way." "Oops". Get a good look at her so she doesn't get away with that if you're ever there.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div> OK, here we go. Now for the procedure run down. Ready, set, zap!<br />
I asked if they could get permission from the UCSF legal department to take pictures while the procedure going on. With the needles and things IN my back. No go. So we'll work around it as best we can.<br />
Here's Dr. Naidu ready to go. The pictures on the screen are not me. Don't you just LOVE his prom dress. That bright green just really just brought out the color of his eyes. Dr. Naidu graduated from the U of Wisconsin at Madison, got his MD there, did his residency at UCLA, now doing his fellowship at UCSF. Great guy.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-gow66tLh5L8/T1Lw0RADQII/AAAAAAAABbM/Vppu3uW3M1s/s1600/P2060066.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-gow66tLh5L8/T1Lw0RADQII/AAAAAAAABbM/Vppu3uW3M1s/s400/P2060066.JPG" width="400" /></a></div>So first they wheel a portable CAT-Scan machine that's shaped like a half circle to bring my vertebra up on the screen. From those pictures they locate the nerve that comes out of the spine and wraps around to the back of the spine where they get pinched by the facets. So the object is to zap the nerve before it gets to where it gets pinched so no pain signal gets sent to the brain. <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">There you go. It took a week before the pain in my back from the procedure subsided enough to let me know that the pain in my back wasn't so bad. 2 weeks and the pain was mostly gone and the back pain is much less. It makes the end of each day so much more enjoyable without the throbbing pain in my back. Thank you to all of the Drs. and staff that did that made that possible for me.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Wes drove home and stopped in Gilroy at Applebees and had a rack of ribs each. Oh yea. Because I DIDN'T need any general anesthesia, I could have eaten up to the time of the procedure! So I made up for the lack of breakfast and lunch with the ribs and mashed potatoes. Ta ta for now. Thanks for everything. </div><span id="goog_2013296009"></span><span id="goog_2013296010"></span>ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-48084289877216989852012-01-29T21:41:00.000-08:002012-01-29T21:41:50.808-08:00The Blah, Blah, Blah, BlogJust going to get you caught up with the last couple of months. Should have something really good to share soon, as a week from Monday (Feb. 6th) I'll be back in SF for the radio frequency ablation on my spinal nerves that are giving me pain. So until that story unfolds, you'll just have to listen to to the blah, blah, stuff.<br />
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I probably told you that chemo makes your skin photosensitive. Well, when you're a very white person who has already been through the melanoma thing, the chemo can apparently really cause them to pop out. Understand, the skin cancers that we get are from exposure and damage decades ago. Well, just like with my cataract and gall bladder, chemo speeds things up. I went to my regular dermatologist mid-December. I saw him a year ago and only had a couple things frozen off. This time he was not so happy. 16. That's right. I had 16 little pre-cancers that had to be frozen off. I now have to wear long sleeves pretty much all the time, and I have to wear sunscreen on my face, and especially on my hands, every day! It's like having to wear makeup! I had 2 on each of my hands at the end of the thumb near the wrist, and 1 on the top of my left hand. Why you ask? From having my hands on the steering wheel and the sun beating through the windshield. 3 on my left arm. 1 pretty big and bad. Sun through the drivers side window. The rest on my face and ears. So just remember kids, too much sun can kill.<br />
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Throughout December and January every time I walked out of the house I caught some bug. It was funny having my monthly interview with the pharmaceutical company that supplies my chemo pills. We chat about side effects, and infections, and rashes and things since my last interview. You know, just like girl talk. So as I'm explaining what's been going on the representative taking the report asks: 'So any infections this past month?' "Yes. A bad sinus infection. A bad bronchial infection that we kept from becoming pneumonia. An ear infection that my Dr. deemed a very angry ear. And eye infections in my right eye which was bad enough to close it up with swelling and green gunk that would become crusty requiring me to wash the eye with warm water in order to try and flush it with saline, and left eye that wasn't quite as the right eye." 'Wow, you've had quite a month", she exclaimed. "Month? I had all of them at the same time over a two week period. I still have the bronchial and sinus infections, the ear ache is mostly gone, and I can see now out of both eyes." The girl freaked. 'What?! Wait while I get the pharmacist on the line please.' The pharmacist and I had spoken many times over the past 20 months that I've been in the daily chemo trial. She was cool. 'Well Mr. Richards. I hear that you're carrying on with your tradition of either being really good or really bad. I think you may have set another record.' That's the way it is when you have very little of your immune system.<br />
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Here's the other thing about being on chemo, and then starting a antibiotic series: they don't play well together. Now the antibiotics chased the infections away, and for that I'm truly grateful. It also made me sicker than I have been in a very long time. I will put it less delicately, over a period of several days, I broke records for nausea trips to the bathroom. It was coming and going. I was very glad when the 10 day treatment ended. I think our water bill was double for a normal month.<br />
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Now I want to say a special thank you to Dr. Sandy Tulanian. My internal organs have been protesting the pounding of chemo that they received during my treatments up to the transplant. They have been also getting tired of the long term exposure to the daily chemo process as well, and rebelling. Dr. Tulanian diagnosed my physiological needs to combat the damage, and provided supplements. Well, after two months they stopped the downward spiral. My oncologists were impressed. My last tests showed that in fact things are actually getting better inside. Way to go Sandy! So, it will likely be a recurrence of the cancer that will kill me, and not from organ failure. At least they're still working on better drugs with less side effects and less damage to other organs, or perhaps even a cure. Till then. Pills. Lots of pills.<br />
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Here's the latest report. I had a test that showed that my IgM level had doubled in a month. Usually, this is an indication that the cancer is coming back. Not for me. The chemo is designed to suppress the production of those IgM cells, which is where my cancer was. But my body produced an increase of those cells, with them being GOOD cells, not bad. I take this as a good sign. It could also mean that the cells are adapting to the chemo and that the chemo is becoming less effective, but I don't see it that way. As a matter of fact, Dr. Wolf discussed with me at our last appointment Jan. 15th, that he might take me off of the Revlimid altogether, or reduce my usage, in May or June of this year. He said that by doing so it would allow my organs, and particularly my neuropathy, to improve and get healthy again. We have learned that the Revlimid works for me, so when the cancer comes back we just start the chemo again and knock it down. SUWEEET! <br />
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Many have asked about what side effects I get from the chemo. Let me 'splain. No, there is no time. Let me some up. Extra credit if you know the reference. I take the pill before I go to bed. About 20 or so minutes after I take it, the fun begins. First, you know the feeling you get sometimes when you feel like you have bugs/things crawling all over your body? That's the chemo affecting the nerves. Crawlies for about 2 hours or so. I try and read to distract me, but I do itch them every so often. Second, after about 30 minutes, the body aches and bone aches start. I really try to be upstairs within that time or it's actually a chore to get up to bed. Unfortunately, the body aches make the back aches from the spine issues worse. Then there is some nausea. There are a few times a night when I feel that I have to get up and throw up or have diarrhea. Usually I just pee. And usually I don't have to throw up or sit on the Fritz (German john), but there have been times when I thought it was false alarm, and well, it wasn't pretty. Especially at 2 or 3 in the morning. Fortunately the side effects begin to wear off around 4:30 to 6 a.m., depending on when I took it the night before. Those that know me best know that I WAS a morning person. I would get up at 5:15 to go play basketball and to teach seminary. Now, if I can sleep until 9 or so, it's heaven. Today, I woke up at 9:40. I stayed in bed re-re-reading my Gospel Principles lesson and jotting notes until about 10:30. I don't mind 1pm church. I trade a nap for sleeping in. Another side effect is the neuropathy. The chemo kills the nerves. I have very little feeling in my fingers, hands, toes, feet and brain! While having the missionaries to dinner last month I was slicing some pieces of beef stick for them. Elder Sorenson brings it to my attention that I've got blood all over my hand. Pretty good slice. I told him that if it weren't for the neuropathy that would really hurt! I can't open bottles with caps very well. I drop everything because I can't tell if I'm gripping it tight enough. I did have a golf club go flying out of my hand during a swing. My toothbrush drops out of my hands all the time. Think about it. I HAVE CHEMO BRAIN. It's like chemically induced dementia. My skin is paper thin, rough and crusty. I'm lizard boy. You could blow on me and I'd bruise. Thanks to a wonderful and beautiful young lady in our ward by the name of Kim Engard, who happens to be a Mary Kay distributor, she has provided me with an array of lotions and scrubs that make my skin soft and less objectionable. The chemo's turning my hair gray! Can you imagine! At my age! Dang it. How about being tired all day every day? See, with 1/3 the normal number of red blood cells in my body there's 1/3 the oxygen and energy getting to my body. With very little immune system your susceptible to every thing that's out there. Then there's the digestion issues. Assimilation of nutrient issue. My goodness, it just goes on. I'll stop here. For those that asked, well, you won't make that mistake again, will you? For those that didn't, well, TMI.<br />
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Please, don't get the wrong idea. I am not complaining. If it comes off that way, I don't mean for it to. I am grateful for what I have, any life at all. I can do so much more now that I could a year ago. Two years ago I was at UCSF hospital doing chemo loading prepping for the stem cell transplant. I made it through 3 hours of church. I taught the Gospel Principles lesson. We had 6 or 7 investigators at church today and I had the opportunity to bear my testimony of Heavenly Father's love and power. I was able to give a sister in our Ward who is struggling with her cancer treatments a blessing. I have received 21 blessings through my treatments. I will get my 22nd next Sunday before my trip Monday to SF. But this time I was able to give the blessing, not just receive one. I made dinner. I love my life. I'm grateful for my "new normal" as we call it.<br />
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Well, you didn't have to get to the end to figure out the title, did you. If you made it this far, and even if you know someone who tried but just started hearing blah, blah, blah, I love and appreciate you all for what you've given me. My new normal. I'm wishing all of you a great life, full of new and improved normals, without the side effects.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-5157025169562042332011-12-04T20:32:00.000-08:002011-12-04T20:32:38.792-08:00PAIN (YOUR PAIN) IS FUN TO THESE PEOPLESorry for not getting to this sooner, but that's the way my life goes. No bad, but good. I'll share for those who may still be interested.<br />
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Due to the continuing pain in my back, despite the improvements from physical therapy, something had to be done. At the end of the day when I would lay down in bed I would still have throbbing in my entire lower body. My left leg was not only numb, but tingly. Right leg only numb. Left hand numb and tingly too. Can't do Aleve or ibuprophen due to kidney issues, so you just live with it, right? Wrongo. Thanks to the wonders of UCSF medicine, brought to you by the people who kept me alive, and a referral by my orthopedist, Dr. Shane Burch, I finally got an appointment with the UCSF Pain Management office. So, on November 5th, I, along with Darrell and a good friend Wes Castro (a most interesting fellow, if you ever get the chance to visit with him), headed north to SF. We had some difficulty getting there, but thankfully, after not a little fret on my part, which annoyed Darrell and Wes I think, we got there with time to spare. So as I got settled in the waiting area, Darrell and Wes headed out into the streets of SF until my return from the inner sanctums of the Center. Here we are in front of the very low key office in the shadow of the big UCSF Mt. Zion hospital. <br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Nxz27s5kWsI/Ttw1ZqMW9iI/AAAAAAAABZE/e-4_gD1-9VI/s1600/UCSF.painmgmt+007.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Nxz27s5kWsI/Ttw1ZqMW9iI/AAAAAAAABZE/e-4_gD1-9VI/s400/UCSF.painmgmt+007.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>So as I understand it (I was there but face down on the table to the right of Dr. Henry so I didn't get to see much), they rolled the portable Cat-scan machine over me while the rest of the cowards stayed back away from the deadly rays it produces while Dr. Naidu began to stick needles into my back to inject some steroid that I think starts with "D". The steroid then reduces the pain and pinpoints the problem area for future possible oblation of the actual nerves. The injections last 2-6 months. The oblation can last 8-10 years. The only hitch was when Dr. Naidu would stick the needle in me and then I'd hear, "I'm hitting bone. I can't seem to get between them." The object is to get the needle between the two rubbing facets in order to inject the steroid at the offending spot. Dr. Henry would respond, "Just back it out and try it at a different angle." So in again he would stick the needle, unfortunately, with the same result not infrequently. I stopped counting how many times he had to stab me. That's not the important. He got it done. The pain from the injections themselves was not so great for a few days, but a couple days later my spinal pain was much better. So far it has worked, somewhat. It doesn't relieve all pain, but a lot of it. So thank you to these wonderful people at UCSF for making my life better. Can't wait to do the bottom one & the right side.<br />
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Of course the most important reason for me recovering from the procedure was so that I could play golf with my UCSF oncologist, Dr, Jeffrey Wolf. That's right, my Dr. invited me to play golf with him at a pretty famous golf course there in SF. He arranged his schedule (and mine) so that we could golf at Harding Park. Most of you won't care, but, it's been a regular PGA Tour stop, the course where the President's Cup was played in 2010 and 2011, and hosted the final Senior PGA Championship tournament of the season just a few days before we played. Another patient was supposed to play with us, but had to back out at the last minute. It was meant to be as we were paired with a young couple who had a 10 month old baby girl. Some people deal with stress in different ways. I loved her way. Just that morning she was diagnosed with thyroid cancer and decided to try and relieve her stress by playing golf with her husband. As I introduced myself to her husband, Dr. Wolf shared that I was coming back from cancer and walked back to the cart to get something. Her husband shared her diagnosis from earlier that day. with me. I told him that Dr. Wolf (who just introduced himself as Jeff) was an oncologist and that we were paired together so that she could get some advise and comfort from Jeff. Dr. Wolf then returned and I informed him of the young woman's diagnosis. He smiled and walked over to her, pulled down the neck of his turtle neck shirt, and showed her his car from when he had his thyroid removed due to cancer when he was 28. It was way cool, and they talked quite a bit and thanked him as they left feeling so much better about the whole thing.<br />
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Now to answer the question that is on everyone's mind, "But how did you do?" I did OK. Started out too sore and stiff from 2 days in SF and triple bogeyed the first 2 holes. Got looser and by the last 2 holes we were tied. The clouds had come in and it was drizzling. Dr. Wolf chipped in a shot out of a greenside pot bunker, with a downhill break that hit the flag dead center and the ball jumped in. It was a great shot! For the last hole it was so dark that we couldn't see. Fortunately there were a couple of guys from Ireland playing behind us that asked if they could play with us so that they could finish the course. I said "Of course", as Dr. Wolf hesitated, but I reminded him that we needed their young eyes to be able to see our balls in the dark. They helped a lot. We all finished as it started to rain. I shot an 89, which isn't too bad for my first time on the course and starting out with 2 triple bogeys. We both determined that we were going to break 90 as we were tied at 46 after 9 holes, and we did it. Would it have been bad form for me to win? I guess I'll never have to worry about that anyway. Then we had dinner at a great little Italian restaurant. Home by 10:15.<br />
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My last thank you go to Joan and Dan Murphy. Remember my friend Dennis Lozano from my very first stay at UCSF? Well, his wife Marie, is a sister to Joan Murphy. They live about 3-4 miles from UCSF and about 1-2 miles from Harding Park. They invited me to stay at their place on Weds. night, so that I didn't have to get a hotel and would have a place near the hospital for my early morning appointment with Dr. Wolf. It was a wonderful stay. It was so great to be able to learn more about them and their beautiful family. Marvelous food. Great and very interesting company. A great bed with all the comforts of their home. It was wonderful. Thank you Joan and Dan for your hospitality and care. I apologized to them and to the rest of you for my failure to take any pictures. Next time, Joan and Dan?ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-50857341024075217312011-09-25T22:58:00.000-07:002011-09-25T22:58:02.254-07:00Gullible's TravelsI know it's been a long time since I last posted, but there just hasn't been too much that I could share going on. But after a couple of months I'll try and make your visit to the blog worth while. As for the medical news... Do ya'll realize that it's been just over 2 years since I went to UCSF's ICU for the first time? It's been a long time, yet in some ways it seems like yesterday. Oddly enough I don't remember much of that first visit. I just remember that while lying in the ICU unit I over heard all of the doctors and nurses planning the hospital's production of Guys and Dolls. I was so out of it that I couldn't respond. After a couple of days, I was able to let my nurse know that I could help them out by doing the "Nicely Nicely' part and that I already knew the words to the song "Sit down your rockin' the boat". He acted like he didn't know what I was talking about. I figured they just gave the part to someone else while I was recovering and he didn't want to hurt my feelings. I missed my chance for fame and glory. Some say I haven't fully recovered from my medicated psychosis. Others say I've always had it.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-khMhYdvf4E0/Tn_rK-xmEMI/AAAAAAAABW4/JV7UYGX-N5U/s1600/WA+trip+etc+027.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-khMhYdvf4E0/Tn_rK-xmEMI/AAAAAAAABW4/JV7UYGX-N5U/s400/WA+trip+etc+027.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>Who are these people and where is this beautiful place? The first part of Sept. I was able to visit some clients (just in case the IRS is monitoring my blog) and friends in the Seattle area of Washington State. I'd never been there before and it was fantastic. It really reminded me on southern Germany from my mission, with fields cut out of forest and rivers and lakes everywhere. Lush and green. And for me, it didn't rain a single second. Actually, it didn't rain for a month. I did get to stay with my great buddy and lifelong friend, Dan Stuart and his family. Here's a picture of them, except for Ethan, who for some strange reason was already asleep, and Carly, who at 2, was just uncooperative. Dan, Cynthia, Aveson and Brady. I had a great time with them. They live just north of Seattle in the Marysville area. Their yard is one-half yard, one-half forest/jungle. Wild berries grow everywhere and people there will go out for a day with their families and pick enough to can for the rest of the year. Here's Dan in his backyard. Finally got a picture of Carly, when she didn't know I was coming.<br />
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The trip turned into a visit of high school and long time ago friends. I didn't get any pictures, but I was able to visit with Butch and Chelli Pogue, who Dale & I knew in Long Beach, and then they moved to Tacoma. They gave us some wonderful support during the last years, and I needed to visit with them to say thank you face to face. But only I got to see their faces and you don't because I was so excited to see them that I forgot to take a picture. Where was Hillary when I needed her?<br />
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Dan & Cynthia have lived in the area just 1 year, so they didn't know the places to explore & see. But thankfully, I had another lovely high school connection, none other than Colleen Sweeney, my high school sweetheart, who's lived in Seattle for many years and knows all of the places to see in the area. Her ex London Smith was also present and we became BFFs over Astin Martins (he owned one) and many other things. So with Dan & his family we loaded up the vehicles and went exploring thanks to Colleen and her impromptu Pacific Northwest Pixie Tours. I can't show everything, but you'll get a flavor for the city and surrounds, including the city views, views of the truly spectacular Puget Sound, waterfalls just minutes from the city, and importantly for me, great places to eat with fabulous views. Thanks Colleen and London for so much fun!<br />
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Then I headed east towards Spokane, where I was to visit another client. But on the way I was able to visit another great friend from high school days, Frank Portera and his family. Did I ever tell you the story of how Frank sank his new motorcycle? Lots of good stories with Frank. He reminded me of the time...well, we'll save that for another day. Frank lives in Selah, which is just outside Yakima, the apple capital of the country. It's high desert, but I was amazed at the amount of water that still was flowing through it all. We went to Red Lobster because it was the first night of "all you can eat shrimp" promotion. Frank can eat a lot of shrimp. His adorable wife Cindy less so. His step-daughter Erin also. We included our waiter in the picture. I think his name was Travis. It was his first night working there and he did great. We hit it off and had to include him in our group picture. Former Marine. Great guy. Erin's not interested, however. Erin didn't want to come listen to 2 old guys talk about the good ol' days. Mom convinced her and she admitted that she hadn't laughed so had for so long in years. That Frank was really a wild & crazy guy. She just never knew it. If you can imagine this, I was the voice of reason in our group! So you can imagine what Frank was like. To take liberty with a line from Guys and Dolls, spoken by Big Julie, "Thirty-three accusations. Not one conviction."<br />
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</div>While in Spokane, where I visited another client, I also was able have a visit with these two wonderful ladies. The younger of the two, and daughter, is Kendra Player. She was my oldest brother Mark's girlfriend in high school. The fiestier of the two, is June Smith. She was the wife of the only scoutmaster that lasted more than 6 months with our group. His name was Lamar Smith. He and my dad were good friends, and they died from cancer within 2 weeks of each other about 6 years ago. Lamar was the scoutmaster when Jeff was bonked on the head with the 22 lb. rock on Navajo trail at Bryce Canyon, and when one of the Rangers at Death Valley asked him to make sure that I never came back. What? Another time another story. We had a wonderful time and thank you for finding me a restaurant (Old European in No. Spokane) where I was able to get real German potato pancakes with applesauce. Takin' me back 37 yrs. ish.<br />
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To wrap up my WA trip just a couple more pictures and stories. Of course with Dan and I we fanagled in some golfing. The courses are cut out of the forests. There's nothing 'man-made' but the course itself. If you are prone to hitting out of bounds, bring lots of balls with you. I lost 4, and that's very low. I don't hit it that far either. But once it's in the woods, you'll never find it, or get torn to shreds by the thorns on the wild berry bushes that grow right up to the tree line. That's a pond with water lilies on the right of the trees. Beautiful.<br />
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Got back in time for a beautiful Paso Robles sunset.<br />
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Below is a picture of Dale, I and Susan Ibbetson, another former high school friend who came and visited us this weekend. She's wonderful and really enjoyed the quiet of our humble commode. She lives in Newport Beach and been an Orange County girl for many years. After her divorce she went back to school at 35 and played basketball for Santa Ana College, even becoming the Co-Captain her 2nd year! She's over 6', which really bugged me in high school. Now that I'm a shrimp, she's really rubbing it in. Very nicely. <br />
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So here's the scoop on my physical situation, for those who are still awake...<br />
My body's not liking the buildup of the chemo in my system, so it's affecting my red & white blood cells, kidney & liver functions, neuropothy, symptoms, etc. They're trying to figure out what to do about it. Can't stop the chemo 'cus the cancer will come back. Cutting back on it some won't help the symptoms. My monthly infusion of Zometa has been changed to every other month, but other than that, it's "We'll just keep watching it until it becomes serious." GOOD NEWS: Physically I have been doing well. I even graduated from physical therapy and will be working out at the gym now to keep me from blimping out again. Thanks to all of the staff at San Luis Sports Therapy in Paso Robles, especially Dr. Jennifer Seay (pronounced 'see') and of course my own Candice Joy Richards.<br />
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Thanks for all of your continuing love and support. As you can see by the pictures of me I am more upright than I've been in over 2 years. Still fairly weak when it comes to stamina, but my frame is stronger. Actually, my Dr. wants me to lose 10 lbs. Ouch.ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-72550642886136316842011-07-31T23:05:00.000-07:002011-07-31T23:05:48.026-07:00Every Visit An Adventure<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-11rChoCv6jw/TjYdfZDZmLI/AAAAAAAABUM/0YL0QIpVCA4/s1600/July+19%252C+2011+003.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-11rChoCv6jw/TjYdfZDZmLI/AAAAAAAABUM/0YL0QIpVCA4/s320/July+19%252C+2011+003.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>This wonderful young lady is Cheryl. She is the clinic coordinator. She is the one who keeps the clinic running smoothly from 8 to 6. She loves me and gives me special treatment. I learned the secret of being treated like a king. I bring them goodies every time I come. This time was fresh baked tollhouse chocolate chip cookies. Brownies. Pumpkin pies. Assorted Christmas cookies. Almond cookies from China Town. It's like Martha Stewart always says, Never go to an oncology/ hematology clinic empty handed. I never wait long for vitals or for labs. I rarely wait for the Doc. I always get the room with the recliner. I'm not the only one who thinks food is good. All of the nurses and front desk staff do everything possible to make my stay a lovely experience.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div>This very impressive monument on the left was honoring Francis Scott Key, who wrote the Star Spangled Banner. In the background is the de Young Museum of Art. They were having a Picasso showing. I didn't have that much time. but I made it up to the 9th level and observation deck. For some pictures.<br />
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As I needed to be heading back I saw the Shakespeare Garden on the map and thought to myself, 'To go, or not to go. That is the question." But because I have chemo brain, I forgot the question and just walked to it.<br />
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Then back for a quick visit with Dr. Burch's office to present a report from my physical therapist, and a chat about my lack of progress with the injections in my back in preparation for the anticipated oblation, and an authorization to play tennis IF I didn't do something stupid (moi?) and hurt myself. I assured him that I hadn't with the bicycle riding and the golf so far...so he said go ahead and try it. Report in the near future. <br />
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Then the highlight of the trip. A friend from Paso, John Adams, "knows a guy who knows a guy that can get us tickets to the Giants games. The next day was my physical therapist's birthday, but she had to work all day, so I was able to get us some tickets to the Giants - Dodger game that night. She's a big Dodgers fan. I am a big fan of goofing off. So it was a fit. She and my daughter Candice, who is her aide and is now a certified trainer (health fitness specialist), got off work in Paso at 2pm and headed north.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-5np7JTlQ58w/ThEzL_GKhiI/AAAAAAAABTU/MiLNhZh52hg/s1600/DSCN1306.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-5np7JTlQ58w/ThEzL_GKhiI/AAAAAAAABTU/MiLNhZh52hg/s320/DSCN1306.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">The primary reason for going was to visit with mom again. She's been having a very difficult time with her back & sciatica, but we were able to make the short trip to visit dad's grave and clean up the plot and headstone. Mom's a stickler about weeds and grass on dad's plot. Her back's no good, but her eyesight is like a hawks! She could see weed sprouts UNDER the grass. It was wonderful to visit dad's grave and reminisce. Anyone that knew him heard the stories of his amazing childhood and life. It's been over 5 yrs. since he passed away. He will always be in our hearts and conversations. By the way, that's Dale hiding behind Grandma. That's the closest we got to getting a picture of her during the trip. She doesn't mind.</span></span><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-_6qSpuGIkYE/ThEwnT3s4HI/AAAAAAAABS8/_A1GhoG8Dxg/s1600/DSCN1268.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-_6qSpuGIkYE/ThEwnT3s4HI/AAAAAAAABS8/_A1GhoG8Dxg/s400/DSCN1268.JPG" width="400" /></a></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I know all of you are sick of looking at me, but I wanted you to get a good look at my little cancer buddy Spencer and my stunningly gorgeous niece Becky. I won't go into much detail, but we all went through cancer at about the same time. Spencer, just before his 8th birthday, found out that he had a rhadomyosarcoma tumor in his face. This giant of a hero went through 54 weeks of chemo and radiation at the Salt Lake Primary Children's Hospital, and was determined to be cancer free just before our visit. Becky was diagnosed with non-Hodgkins lymphoma about 1 1/2 yrs. ago. She went through many months of treatment/chemo at the Huntsman Cancer Center in Salt Lake, and, other than a different hair color, looks just like her old self. I however, am still working on the hump on my back. 3 generations of cancer survivors. If you're interested in learning more about their experiences, Spencer's blog is "The Journey of A Superhero", and Becky's is "Don't Panic Roger! I Have A Plan". When Grandma R's mother asked Grandpa R's mother at the wedding "Are there any morons or idiots in the family?" Great Grandma R's response was, "No, but we're damn mean!" Needless to say, that was the last words spoken between those two. But besides being mean, apparently we're also pretty tough. We're smiling.</span></span><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-aNk8WTV--Kg/ThFASIgVbyI/AAAAAAAABT0/5KWyJlAPjcU/s1600/Copy+of+DSCN1272.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-aNk8WTV--Kg/ThFASIgVbyI/AAAAAAAABT0/5KWyJlAPjcU/s320/Copy+of+DSCN1272.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">When I told him that we could get bacon wrapped hot dogs, his eyes got as big as my stomach. He then took it up a notch, "What about a chili dog?", he asked. My response was, "What about a bacon wrapped chili cheese dog?" So here's what happened: Spencer, Belle (little tiny Belle) and I all ate a bacon wrapped chili cheese dog, a corn dog, and a soda, EACH! Belle was done before Spencer. The owner of the establishment had overheard some of our conversation and invited the kids up to the counter after their meal. He gave them a huge ice cream cone, which of course they finished as well. I got one too. We then went home a decided to take a walk to try and wear off some of our lunch. We had a wonderful time. There are some pictures on Spencer's blog, but I don't know how to get them onto mine. Spence, Belle & I held hands and strolled along. We were joined by Dale, Hillary, Spencer & Belle's mom Holly, their little bro. Gavin, my niece Laura that lives with her husband Caleb and her daughter Evelyn at Grandma R's house. It was a beautiful day with blue sky & white puffy clouds.</span></span><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-izOYol13rxI/ThEzc6C1GfI/AAAAAAAABTY/Y0UEUMsMs6M/s1600/DSCN1275.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-izOYol13rxI/ThEzc6C1GfI/AAAAAAAABTY/Y0UEUMsMs6M/s320/DSCN1275.JPG" width="240" /></a></div> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Of course what would Hillary's picture collection be without one of her famous 'pouty model face'</span></span> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">pictures. This time with Belle. I think Belle's got a great future. When we were on our walk</span></span> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">and her mom Holly would ask Belle to stop for a second so she could get a picture, Belle would pose like you would not believe. It was so funny to watch. Spencer, on the other hand, had to be physically threatened before he would stop for a picture. All of the kids LOVE Hillary. She is so much fun and spends a lot of time with each one while we're there. She's also amazingly good with adults. For those that may not know, Hillary's still in Orange County and having way too much fun. She keeps saying she's gonna get a job, but just hasn't gotten around to it yet. She does have a lot of new friends and better yet, doesn't ask for any money. You'd have to ask Holly about Belle, but I bet she asks for money all the time.</span></span><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-x_WN0uioUd0/ThE0umw5r2I/AAAAAAAABTo/mNPopPeTNr4/s1600/DSCN1304.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-x_WN0uioUd0/ThE0umw5r2I/AAAAAAAABTo/mNPopPeTNr4/s320/DSCN1304.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> The dashingly handsome young man is my nephew, Mason. My brother Jeff & Mandy's youngest. He works at the world famous Purple Turtle in Pleasant Grove. We saw him a couple of times during the week. One night I asked mom if there was anything she wanted for dinner. She thought for a minute and responded, "Onion rings and a coconut cream pie tornado from the Purple Turtle"</span></span>. <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I asked if she wanted any food to go with that, but she assured me that she did not, so off I went. Mason was doing fries and rings that night, so of course they were perfecto. Well, there it is. I'm sorry I don't have any pictures of the whole clan that got together just after we got there. I'm not sure of the count, but I think it was about 29 of us. Thanks to my family who make it so fun when we come. See ya in a few months.</span></span> <br />
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</span></span>ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-17322319386570235012011-06-26T20:37:00.000-07:002011-06-26T20:37:30.467-07:00Engaged in a Good Cause<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Ez4wNh9mdEI/TgfrYUCF5zI/AAAAAAAABSc/dUi805NFFjk/s1600/_MG_0186.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Ez4wNh9mdEI/TgfrYUCF5zI/AAAAAAAABSc/dUi805NFFjk/s320/_MG_0186.jpg" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">This was my first year being involved with the American Cancer Society Relay for Life here in Paso. My son Darrell and a couple of young ladies from our Ward, Tara and Rebecca Pechon, made up my 'team'. The financial support came from a client who wanted her estate to go to 3 different charities, Am. Cancer Society, Am. Diabetes Assn</span></span>, <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">and the Alzheimer Assn, for awareness and research. One for each of her husbands</span></span> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">and her son that predeceased her. I'm wearing my purple survivors shirt. Fortunately there were many of us. Several were multiple survivors too. One couple that I walked with were</span></span> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">particularly inspiring. He had just been deemed cancer free and in remission about a month ago, and she was diagnosed with breast cancer 2 weeks ago. Wow.</span></span><br />
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<tr style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">There were more people there than I expected. Opening ceremony was at 9am Sat. Closing was at 9 am Sun. Though I couldn't stay, many stayed all day and all night</span>. <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Many groups had booths with various items to sell to raise money, and others just had lemonade or cookies or other treats for those that participated. On Sat. morning, before the opening ceremony, they had a breakfast for the survivors. All of the food donated. For dinner Sat. night, a chicken bbq with beans, bread and various drinks for any and all participants. Anyone who walked, or even raised a dollar, was welcome to eat and visit. I believe they fed about 2k meals, according to the bbq crew, though around 4k participated throughout the 24 hrs. It was a beautiful day and setting.</span></span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-VRA4bDIvPT8/Tgf28SsPTRI/AAAAAAAABS0/NEyXvxbWdgg/s1600/_MG_0183.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-VRA4bDIvPT8/Tgf28SsPTRI/AAAAAAAABS0/NEyXvxbWdgg/s320/_MG_0183.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> There were about 250 for the 1st lap, which as you can see, is all purple survivor shirts. I'm in the back, with the purple shirt. There were several children in the group, which reminded me of my 9 yr. old great nephew Spencer, who just got the all clear from his rhabdomyosarcoma. There were a few young adult that reminded me of my niece Becky, who recently got the all clear on her non-Hodgkins lymphoma. It was a wonderful experience to see so many in the community involved in this cause. It also gave me a opportunity to personally thank many people in the community that donated to my cause and sent many cards, notes, and well wishes my way. I was too tired to stay for the luminaria lighting at 8. They are lit to light the way around the track for those that walk at night. They are dedicated to those that have not been as fortunate as those in the purple shirts. I dedicated my walk, and luminaria, to my father, nephew Steven, friends Ron Hogeland, Frank Connolly, and Roger Poulton, and my doctors who continue to care, and to all of you, whose prayers and faith have brought me another birthday and opportunity to serve God's children.</span></span></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> </span></span></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> </span></span></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"> </td></tr>
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-BSY0OgS_Usc/TdCDnyK23EI/AAAAAAAABR8/UmmpqFPr-ME/s1600/SF.5.13+002.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-BSY0OgS_Usc/TdCDnyK23EI/AAAAAAAABR8/UmmpqFPr-ME/s320/SF.5.13+002.jpg" width="320" /></a></div> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">This cute young doctor, yes she is a full fledged Dr, is Samantha Piper. She is Dr. Burch's minion and wants to be a nationally recognized leader in cutting edge (a little play on words there in case you missed it) spinal surgery like he is. She spent a few minutes with me getting all of the latest info. on my condition, reviewing the survey of information that they have me put into the computer each visit, and doing some physical tests. She is a little less peeved than Marilyn about having her picture taken, and a little better of a sport about it. She has eyes and uses them during surgery</span></span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Uk_Q4seN_v0/TdCD6tsO_9I/AAAAAAAABSA/PyaO9FRlpUc/s1600/SF.5.13+003.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Uk_Q4seN_v0/TdCD6tsO_9I/AAAAAAAABSA/PyaO9FRlpUc/s320/SF.5.13+003.jpg" width="320" /></a></div> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">This dashingly handsome man is none other than THE Dr. Shane Burch, MD, and a lot of other letters after that. Today he was in particularly good form. He had a recent haircut, had shaved (1st time I had seen him without his 2-3 day growth), and had on a pink shirt with a small pattern and a pink and purple checked tie. He looked like a GC model and has a great bedside manner to boot. He is an avid outdoorsman and he hopes to get me backpacking again. We talked backpacking. He was surprised at all the places I'd been. He lives in Marin, about 35 miles from the hospital over the Golden Gate bridge. Marilyn told me that when the weather is willing (not raining), he rides his bicycle to and from work. Even when he has 7am surgeries. He smiles a lot, yet has no bugs in his teeth that I could see. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">His report to me was: 1) He was very pleased with the progress that physical therapy has made. I didn't have to get a bone density scan because you could see in the comparison X-rays of when I had my surgery on November 20, 2009 and now, that my vertebra are much stronger and denser. He also showed me and was very pleased that my spine is much straighter than it was when I started the physical therapy. He also gave me a referral to receive injections in the area of my T-9 through L-2 vertebra, to verify his belief that it is the facets on the back of my vertebra that are rubbing and causing my spinal pain. If the injections bring some relief, then we know. Then, he will authorize me getting radio frequency oblation treatments on the nerves in those areas. Basically, they obliterate the nerves and kill them, which in turn kills the pain. I will still have the back problems from the collapsed vertebra, but, I won't have the pain associated with it. THEN, I should be able to return to some short term (3-4 day) backpack trips and other physical activities. Not, however, full contact b-ball or mud football at Thanksgiving. I'll take what he can give me. Like Danny Glover used to say, "I'm getting too old for this stuff", anyway. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">The other reason was to show you what an iron man Dr. Wolf is. Does he look to you like he just got back at midnight from a 5 day world-wide symposium in Paris on multiple myeloma, of which he was one of the keynote speakers. No jet lag for him. He hasn't hired a replacement for Thuy yet because he's hoping she'll get to Boston and either break up with her boyfriend or hate the Boston summers and return. I'll keep you posted. I have an inquiring mind. I want to know.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">To get you caught up in my saga,as I have been remiss in being a faithful blogger: I have had 3 lab reports over the last 2 months which had indicated a possible return of my cancer. My local oncologist and Dr. Wolf weren't too worried, and I just didn't feel like it was back either. But after the 3rd report came back with the same result, they ordered a bone marrow biopsy just to be sure. So last Monday Dr. Malone did it. It really doesn't hurt too much. The worst part is after he has pushed the needle through the hip bone and begins to such the bone marrow into the needle. That was uncomfortable. He did notice that getting through the bone was much harder than than when he did it for the 100 day bone marrow biopsy after the stem cell transplant, which he did in the beginning of June of '10. That was a good sign. Then he gets a core sample. That one is about 1/8th of an inch across and goes through the bone, through the marrow, and through the other side of the bone about 1/2 inch or so, so that the marrow is intact between the 2 layers of bone. That one didn't hurt as much initially, but has been more painful as I sat, drove to SF for my appointment, walked, etc. The good news is...I am still cancer free. Now they just want to figure out why the misleading readings</span></span>. <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Probably the liver or kidneys. We'll work on that next. Also, he shared that some countries around the world that do not have as involved a pre-distribution screening (FDA) process have been using the Revlamid maintenance chemo treatments for nearly 3 years, instead of only 2 years in the US. They reported that a significant number of patients (no percentage shared) that stayed on the Revlamid for 2 years or more have ended up getting other forms of cancer, particularly liver and kidney cancer. Therefore, he will stop my daily Revlamid treatments after 18 months. May 28th will be 1 year of it. He may stop me sooner, if he gets more info. that concerns him. However, he said that he still feels that if not for the Revlamid, my cancer would have returned by now. And that would be bad.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">So the only other thing to report is that I did get pneumonia for the 3rd time since the first of the year. On antibiotics. They're working. Still coughing up stuff, but feeling much better. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Here's something that just blew me away. At the end of this month, it will be 21 months from the time I was first diagnosed with the IgM multiple myeloma, and 14 months since my stem cell transplant. This past weekend, 1 year ago, was the first time that I was able to go outside for something other than a doctor's appointment. Darrell and Candice took me to the annual 'Wings and Wheels' show at our local Warbirds Museum. They have a fantastic display of military equipment, vehicles and planes dating back to WWI and going to the present. They also had about 400 classic cars, boats and other types of vehicles on display. The honored guest was none other than Parnelli Jones. I lasted about 30 minutes</span></span>. <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I wore my depends (TMI?) and collapsed on the couch at home with a big smile on my face. At times it all seems like it was an eternity ago. Other times, like yesterday. What I will never forget, or ever stop thinking about, is how much all of you helped me through it with your prayers and love. Our High Council speaker today spoke of how praying with a unity of purpose can bring great blessings and miracles. I wanted to stand up and say, "Bro. Bitter, you're preaching to the choir. I'm here because of their prayers on my behalf". Thank you all. I thank my Heavenly Father for you every day, and ask Him to bless you as you blessed me. I love you all for what you've given me. My life back.</span></span>ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-77604855611429232492011-04-03T21:43:00.000-07:002011-04-03T21:43:15.303-07:00DOME, LAMB, SCARY LABS, RED EYE and the POODLE DIED<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-fZ_iDKmLBDY/TZkvNiC9F6I/AAAAAAAABRI/PrLcDpwsXNU/s1600/SF+020.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-fZ_iDKmLBDY/TZkvNiC9F6I/AAAAAAAABRI/PrLcDpwsXNU/s400/SF+020.jpg" width="300" /></a></div><div style="text-align: left;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-qEtrn0Jtzws/TZkwaP6Q12I/AAAAAAAABRQ/abvfUfXv-g4/s1600/SF+021.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-qEtrn0Jtzws/TZkwaP6Q12I/AAAAAAAABRQ/abvfUfXv-g4/s400/SF+021.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">This very cute young lady is the reason why I was going to the City Hall building anyway. This is Nancy Gudino. She is a friend from the Santa Barbara County Recorder's office. She moved to SF to go to law school. I know. I know. I tried to talk to her, but she could be a great one. She tried to get hired at several law offices for 'practical experience'. She moved not having a job. At our last meeting I suggested, 'You could always try the recorder's office.' After 2 weeks of rejections she decided to try just that. She walked in, let them know she had 4 years experience, started the next day, and by the time I saw her a month later, she was in charge of getting the office in order for their upcoming audit. She had me meet her at city hall so she could show it off, then took me to great mediteranean restaurant just a block away. Her fiancee is an investigator for a federal agency. If I told you which one, he'd have to kill me, so I won't. </span></span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Q_qMLTmAUkA/TZk-mlFzDXI/AAAAAAAABRk/MLDPtiXldoA/s1600/SF+025.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Q_qMLTmAUkA/TZk-mlFzDXI/AAAAAAAABRk/MLDPtiXldoA/s320/SF+025.jpg" width="320" />.</a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">So while I'm driving up to SF, my eye started bugging me. 'Oh great, allergies' I thought. I pulled over and took out my contact. By the time I met with the nurse prior to my meeting with Dr. Wolf, she looked at me and shuddered. "How long has your eye been like that?" 'Like what?' She said, "Look in the mirror." I shuddered. My eye was all red and bloodshot and full of gunkie goop. Long story long, bacterial eye infection, which spread to my other eye by the next day. Now go back and look at the previous picture of me and Nancy. It doesn't look bad there. That was just 2 hours before I saw the doctor. He gave me a prescription for antibiotic eye drops. Cleared both of them up in 5 days. Funny thing, the next morning after my appointment, I tried to open my eyes, but they wouldn't. All of the goop had gone crusty on me and glued my eyelids shut. I had to wander into the bathroom and run warm water on them to ungunkify them so I could open them. Fortunately, that was only for 2 days until the antibiotic started to work.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I believe that I had previously mentioned that during my previous visit Dr. Wolf had stated that he'd consider taking me off the daily chemo after a year (June) if my 'markers' remained good. I started off my questions with, 'So how are my markers?' "There's some possible problems. Your IgG level is high. Your kidney function is diminished and your liver numbers are 4 times high normal range. I could just be an anomaly due to your 2 bouts with pneumonia and other infections since I last saw you, but we'll watch it closely over the next month." Well that wasn't what I wanted to hear. Then he sent me to get another round of immunizations. 8 shots. Oh boy. Another long story long, I got more blood tests 2 weeks later and met with my local Dr. Still alarmingly high. Not worse, but not better. Cause for concern, but not panic yet. I felt OK. "Let's do it again in 2 more weeks, BUT, if you feel any new or different pains call me, then Dr. Wolf, then head to the ER." No ER visits. Blood test in 2 weeks. Meet with Dr. Malone. He looks at the test numbers. Reviews them again. "These are the best numbers you've ever had. Everything's normal. Better than normal. What did you do?" I told him I had a visit with Dr. Sandy Tulanian, my chiropractor/nutritionist. "Apparently it worked." Thanks Dr. Sandy. I don't think it was the fact that my friend Greg Fisher got us tickets to the Sweet 16 games at the Anaheim arena, but maybe that was it. The chinese I had there wasn't too bad. Just in case it was, or at least contributed, thanks Greg for a fantasticaly wonderful experience.</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NiKCzu4L1vc/TZk-5Dlf0LI/AAAAAAAABRo/KdfgLZq7BtM/s1600/SF+026.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NiKCzu4L1vc/TZk-5Dlf0LI/AAAAAAAABRo/KdfgLZq7BtM/s320/SF+026.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">You can see in this picture that my eye is still red, swollen and gunkie, but that's not the point of it. Look again... THE POODLE'S DEAD! I walked in to get a hair cut with still curly hair. I said, 'Cut it short', which she did. And my hair didn't curl back up when she was done! It was a little tentative, as it couldn't really figure out if it was supposed to be curly or straight, but it was mostly straight. Today, it's all straight in the front and a little wavy in the back. Darrell noticed that the pre-chemo color was coming back. I was the "pewter poodle". Now it's coming in dishwater blond again. Weird, but would you expect anything else?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">So now that my pneumonia(s), bacterial eye infections, inner ear infections, sinus infections and inflamed eustacian tubes are no longer an issue, I can get back to physical therapy (after a 3 month lay off), walking and some other forms of exercise which shall remain nameless because Dale hates golf, and even an increase of hours working (which Dale likes).</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">The miracles continue to happen, thanks to your continued prayers and good thoughts on my behalf, as well as the love of my Heavenly Father, His son Jesus Christ, and blessings. every day I thank my Heavenly Father for you and ask Him to bless you, as He has blessed me. Just not with all of the cancer stuff and chemo etc. Just bless you with what you need.</span></span></div>ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3152050874852464258.post-45212906078345849642011-03-03T20:44:00.000-08:002011-03-03T20:44:59.785-08:00HAPPY 1st 2nd BIRTHDAY!This one will really be quick. Yesterday was the really, actual, bonfide 1yr anniversary of my stem cell transplant at UCSF, which gave me my life back after cancer. My 2nd birthday. It was also the day that I had my monthly visit to my local (SLO) oncologist for my Zometa infusion and check of labs. Thanks to Rod Blackner and his Paso Robles Culinary Academy cohorts for baking me a cake to take with me. Chocolate cake with vanilla filing. It was great, and everyone at the oncology center appreciated the moral victory that the day represented. All of the many nurses that have treated and "infused" me over the past year and a half were there, especially the 2 who were in Paso when Michael Blackwell, then Dr. Bonis saved my life. Valerie and Kristen, a special thank you. Kristen is leaving the cancer bus. to work for an OBGYN in Templeton. Friday is her last day, so it was doubly nice to be able to see her, thank her, and say my good byes. For all of the miracles in my treatments, I'm guess the need for an OBGYN in the future for me is still pretty slim. It was wonderful to go back home and climb into bed all nauseated from the infusion and nightly chemo. I laid there just thanking the Lord for my nausea and body pains. It reminds me every night that I am alive, and beating the cancer that tried to take me. If you're interested, go back a year and review the miracles that surrounded my surviving the bone marrow and stem cell transplant, or the chemo that preceded them anyway. Yesterday, one of the other patients receiving an infusion said that I was just "beaming and glowing". I told her, and the 5 other patients receiving infusions in our treatment room, that thanks to God, my brother Jesus Christ, fantastic doctors, nurses, medicine and science, I was alive to beam. I gave her my telephone number and told her to call me if she wanted to hear about how she could be beaming by her next treatment. Terri, my nurse, encouraged her to call. She said, "He always leaves here having made somebody feel better about their chances and recovery." I can't help it. It's a message that needs to be shared. Have I told you about my friend, Dennis Lozano and my niece, Becky and great-nephew Spencer? Now those are stories...ChemoSlobberhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255052247355053132noreply@blogger.com3